So here’s something really weird about me, recently my grandma from my Mum’s side of family passed away, and as soon as I heard the news I felt shocked internally I understood the seriousness of the situation but unwantedly uncontrollably I had a smile on my face idk why, and I even tried to control it but I couldn’t. It’s not that it’s happening first time, when my real grandma passed away, I was in the same situation. I have been there on multiple occasion but everytime the response was some, I would feel really Terrie but my face would be smiling and I won’t be able to control it no matter how hard I try, it’s really embarrassing trying to hide your face from people in these kinds situations.
Bro trust me do not blame yourself for this because it happens with me too instead of laughing i just like stay normal like nothing is happening, i think it’s a way of coping mechanism of my body that it will delay sadness till the last moment .
