So apart from all the philosophy I think we need a bit more of the proper Arya time 😂

How did you feel upon being invited to this podcast with me at an emotional level 🙌🏻😌

😂 we will need to do another session then, soon!
I absolutely loved this! It is a very intriguing concept!! I think I felt a little heard and seen today... sharing my thoughts and discussing upon it with respect and no prejudices, that's the part I fell in love with this podcast! 
Thank you again Ayan! For create a comfort space within this platform. A the best for the future endeavors 😊



Thanks a lot Arya and I hope you achieve everything’ that you’ve always wanted. And it’s been a pleasure hosting you for whatever time we did. 

Lots of love and hugs 
Take care.  

So that’s me and my guest @thesadblackunicorn signing off 

This is the Ayan Sanger Talkshow 
Goodnight. 
Or rather goodmorning y’all 😂🙌🏻

Now&Me Activities

i saw him again but this time from a far. And maybe that's the better ending. Praying all are plan and goal may come true.. I just wanna share what i feel right now...

Breakup

Why do i feel afraid to connect with people, i think they are too good for even to care for me? 
For eg , i think so much before appreciating anyone in my college(I'm not yet friends with him/her) for their amazing talents. Please guide me through your experiences 😓😓
because I've ruined or did not make many relations in past just bcs i am shy or what.. i dont even know...

Friends

Out of all the pain I have been through this one hurts the most 
The one where I sit next to my mother and watch her go through so much pain 
Staying awake endless nights just sitting next to her and hearing her whimper in pain
I want to do something to make it go away 
I want to make it stop


Family

I don't wanna fail my exams. I am trying my level best to stay sane emotionally, and handle my parents and my studies but I am failing. There are literally 10 days left and I am so scared and feel like a total failure 

3am Thoughts

Had to literally explain to my Psychology professor about how he's not giving equal importance to mental and physical health by saying "those who have covid can skip this assignment". Even the students without covid are mentally drained man do I really have to explain it to a Psychology professor.

Mental Health

I want to earn n b financialy settle bt dnt knw wat to do as I dnt have my documents ...🤔

Career

Ek woh hai jisko kadar nahi humari
Ek hum jo uski yaad mein tadap rhe hai

Dear @nowandme, 
I hope you are in good health. 

I am an old user. 
You banned my account few months back, that was shocking but I trust your procedure. I was banned - but I never knew the reason. 

I was banned suddenly. There were few people struggling in their life, and I was their with them and suddenly BOOM! I'm not. I can't imagine how tough it could be on them, not because I was banned but because they are not able to contact someone with whom they have shared their story. 
I also wrote about it to you through the feedback channel, but I never heard back from you, and I'm afraid you never read them. 

But talking about different perspective.. 
I was enjoying my time here with few people, I felt genuine connections with some people and everything was fine.. And then suddenly BOOM! I'm not. I wish you never find yourself in such situation where the people you enjoy spending time with, suddenly left. I can understand how tough it could be on them, because it was tough on me. 

And you know what?  They even wrote posts about me.. And I am feeling soo emotional reading them now.. Remembering the good times we had. 
They even tagged me, in hope that someday I'll be here again, and will read.. And I am here now, but (deep sighs) unfortunately they are gone now.. You can't get back moments and people in your life, and it's hurtful that I never get a chance to say goodbye... 

Anyway, no one can do anything now. It's life and  sh_t happens. 
I want you to do small modifications in your banning process, or atleast let the other person know that they are going to be banned in a day or so, so that atleast they can wrap up their small beautiful world. 

Just imagine, I was happy there in my small beautiful world, with very few people, helping out some, relying on someone, and then in the next minute someone destroys it (without a notice). I know I might be wrong somewhere, and that's why you blocked me, I trust your process.. But still it's tough to digest.

Thanks though, atleast that taught me that one day my life will end in the same way. Suddenly everything will stop for me. Life is short. Value the connections. You never know what life has in for you. 

Love ❤


"I guess when you’re young, you just believe there’ll be many people with whom you’ll connect with. Later in life, you realize it only happens a few times."
~ Before Sunset. 




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