So after more than a year I did it again. I thought I was okay. Maybe not happy but there is a progress. I was wrong though. I thought I wonโt do it again but I tried to cut myself today. Although my cutter was blunt so I actually didnโt got a cut, just a scratch.
Disappointing. Maybe Iโll just never heal
You mad you are precious to me and many more how dare you tried doing that stupid.
VJ @vj2725
Whatโs making you cut yourself?
Ummm thereโs no one single reasonโฆ Idk how to answer this question ig
VJ @vj2725
You can, thereโs reason for everything, open the door and let it out?
Maybe because it has never been openedโฆ Now the door is stucked? Thatโs how it feels
VJ @vj2725
I understand. Itโs fine.
VJ @vj2725
You need to let emotions flow out like oil and make the door easy to get out of being stuck. Itโll help you only. But, see whoever you are, youโre not going to prove anything by harming yourself okay. Youโre piling up guilt, nothing else. Thereโs always a way out, and if not, create one then, I know you can. โค๏ธ
Hey umm thank you for the kind words it means a lot. I try and I promise Iโll try harder.
Btw I donโt hurt myself to prove anything, itโs the pain. Physical pain is greater than the mental pain but itโs also easier to handle.
VJ @vj2725
Youโre proving that pain is larger than your lifeโs worth. Physical or mental, pain is a pain. I pray all goodness to you and hope that you just donโt think of taking that step ever again.
Love,
VJ