so after 3 months of struggling I'm finally employed but on wednesday I had an interview for a job I'd like to do and I feel like I totally fucked up. I thought it's sure they will hire me but she told me she has 3 more people to interview so I'm just waiting for a call where they tell me they picked someone else. I'm so stressed because I dont wanna do current job as it doesnt pay well and it's physically exhausting. I feel like crying because I'm such a failure

calm down you are thinking too much right now it doesnt exist just trust on your knowledge evrything will be fine take a deep breathe evrything happens for a good reason so chill you will get this job for sure and do let me know when you get it congrats in advance;)

Failure

Anyone free to talk??

I feel a peace that feels real but why do I not trust it. Almost like how can I be feeling this with what is happening in my life, how is this possible after losing my wife to jail, custody of my 5 kids, house, job, friends, hobbies. Everything externally has changed but here I am somehow ok, I do not understand. 😶

Misunderstanding

So the matter is that my parents don't deserve a child like me. They literally don't,  they are fed up with me and vice-versa. My mother always says to me why don't you die , just die i am like if i had the courage to do so i would have done that a long time ago. And my father says that if you have to live in house then live on our conditions we want to bring up a human not an animal. I don't know where to channel all of this anger and frustration.  I feel miserable. 😪 

3am Thoughts

Have You came Across such people who always if you share something with them they will always advice you dude look at life many people have more problems then you (  i agree with that)  but Is this the answer wat we need to listen. Ask a person who suffers depression anxiety self doubt etc they only really Know what they have gone through and it has become Worst Sleepless nights Feel like The world dosent exist anymore and many more things... If everything else Are serious problems this one is too sometimes it goes soo extreme that People think Suicide is the only option.. dnt give answers like that Support them be wth them Thats all wanna say.. What are your comments on this Do tell ..

Depression

I wanna be the sexy villain that everyone fears !!! 

Other

So okay.... It's time to go back to college after vacation....My anxiety is striking me hard now...In previous semesters I had not been good at either academic or social life... It's hitting hard now...I don't know what to do...I am really worried about it...

College

Hello, I wanted to talk about this thing that has been bothering me for some time now, although it happened 2 years ago it kinda got stuck in my head, I randomly start to hear it, and makes me feel very anxious to the point where I have to check on my dog. To make this short I had 2 pit bulls, I got the first one when I was in 4th grade, my parents were busy with work so the dog wasn't trained properly his name is Duke and we got him when he was almost a year old (my dad got tricked into thinking it was a 4-month-old dog ), 1 year later when I was in 5th grade I got another dog his name was Capuchino, my uncle had puppies and gave us one. They loved playing together but when Capuchino got older things changed and both males wanted dominance, at that time my mom told my dad it was best to neuter them both to prevent anything bad to happen. My dad didn't want to tho, 2 years later when I was in 7th grade, my dogs didn't like each other anymore, they fought like 6 times before we decided it was best to get rid of one, they were thinking of sleeping both dogs since it was dangerous to have to Pitbulls that already liked to fight. My parents were thinking of leaving him on the road far away but that would be dangerous for other stray dogs, this woman came to my house when my mom went to the store with my siblings, she said she could take both dogs if we couldn't keep them. I told my parents later and they agreed, these people worked at a place called Born Again Pitbull Rescue. To make this short, after Capuchino left I have been hearing those growling and awful barking, when my family leaves to get groceries I like to stay at home bc I don't like crowded places, that's when I hear those noises, even when my dog is beside me it scares me I still hear it...those growling are stuck in my head, I hate when I do hear them because I get so anxious and it stresses me. It gets worst in the summer when my dog sleeps outside I start to hear it and I panic a lot to the point where I have to go outside at night to check on him.
Sorry, It took long, I needed to get this off my chest...

Stress

when song lyrics hit you so hard that you don't understand if you're listening to the song or the song is listening to you.

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