So about 3 months ago I proposed my crush who was my good friend but she denied by saying that I am wondering person but she doesn’t feel the same and but I all always get a vibe she feels something for me but anyway I respect her descion so I am not saying to her about this but I am feeling so hurted every single day because I really love her and I am still not over her I can’t stop thinking about her like we were together how will react and all this when I watch something realted to couple mean any happy moments I think of her and then realized we can be together which always made me cry I am crying almost every night from 3 months and I know I am running my life because it’s okay 2 months left to college to get over and I haven’t figured anything for me but this feeling hurt so good and moreover she agreed that she will not ruin our friendship but lately I am getting a feeling now she is ignoring me I messaged her after a month and we are having some nice conversation but on middle of the conversation she is ghosted me and I know people will say get over her there more girl in this world , focus on yourself but I already heard alot of this from people 🥲🥲 and this is the only girl I have ever liked in my 21 year of life she was genuinely the first girl I ever liked i sometimes feel I am worthless and though she is a Very nice girl she deserves the best maybe I was not the best maybe I am worthless
Hii stranger ! more power to you. Firstly, you are not worthless at all and even nobody is . it’s just we have different choices . there must be people out there who appreciate you a lot and who are finding a person with your energy. I won’t speak bullshit like get over her and all but just want to say start loving and caring for yourself . you deserve to be loved and most importantly by yourself. And don’t try to suppress your emotions let it hurt and have patience . Allow yourself to heal but at the same time maintain a distance from her bcoz if you’ll keep touching the wound , how would you heal?
I wish you peace , love and happiness ❤️
Thank you so much but you know it’s really hard
