Smiling when you don't feel like is the hardest thing to do and I'm proud of you all for doing so when everything felt like shit. I want you to know that I'm grateful and so utterly proud of you. Best wishes :)

Definitely smiling at that time when you are sad is much difficult task to do. Even i smile so many times for the people who love me,and care for me even though I'm sad from within. Its great and all the best for your life. 

Yes, smile adds beauty to us. Whenever you are happy or sad, just smile and you will forget your tension. Even smiling to a stranger makes them feel better in a more positive way. I keep smiling in every situation whether good or not. So just smile and forget your pains. Have a wonderful day ahead. 

Other

um i really hate the way the look i try everything i can  to be or look pretty nothing works, everyone hates me including my family, im failing school bc i dont have enough energy to do nothing, i wanna talk to someone who would know what im going through but they all leave, even he left when i opened up, im trying so hard rn to be happy n pretend every things ok, but my dad is so fuckin hard on me n abusive, and my anxiety is messed up rn its so hard to fuckin go out or do anything bc then i have a panic attack im jus done im trying everything i can  i dont know what to do anymore i jus want it to end. I wanna be gone already.

Child Abuse

People are busy with reading books honestly speaking we are busy with reading people .

3am Thoughts

K guys tell me a movie dialogue that was soo good it has stuck wid u. Doesn't matter funny or sad or inspirational. Just damn good.

Movies

Not talking to my best friends since a week..A cold war is going on in between us..it's disturbing me 😔

Anxiety

I lost my confident. My insecurity has rise again. M boyfriend just left me for someone prettier than me. He told me this right on my face. Guys, I truly need your words. :(

Middle class - chal bhai aaj momos khaate hai, 30-40 ki plate aayegi, maza aayenga.

Rich class - Bhai Aaj me tujhe panner tikka khilaaunga vo bhi south Delhi me.
Costs nearly 150-250.

Middle class khush hai 30 ki plate me, ammer class khush hai 200 ki plate me.
Pet dono se hi nahi bharega 😒

Alcohol

hello, ill be 22 this year, sadly im still in college because my graduation takes 5 years.
the thing is, i had luckily got admission in a really high profile college in my country, but it was in different city so i had to move. i have huge communication issues which makes it hard to survive in my course, before that college i was a above average student and i never thougt i could..so much as fail, call it overconfidence or not realizing the intence competition around. living alone....i would go full days without having a real conversation with anyone. i found a long distance bf online, made sure theres nothing creepy there, but it didnt help me...it was hard to handle and the fights made it very hard for me to keep things together. added to that the food situation was terrible and i had to eat outside daily.
so i failed in first sem, they obviously had back system where i could re submit the projects and pass....but i didnt like the idea of failing on the first hand. i took a huge hit and got disoriented and everything went down hill from there. i had to switch colleges and came back to my native city and had a harsh breakup with that bf(after 2 yrs).
 now im in a....humble college where chances of future are very few. im lost now, in a matter of few days i went from hoping for a good future(maybe abroad) to being so clueless that i cant find meaning in working at all. im very lost now and thinking about future just scares me. my motivation to work is almost 0. im always thinking about the opportunity that slipped out of my hand. idk how to deal with life now.
 

Depression

Right now I did meditation after long time. I feel like that is what we all need which is so still and stable in this chotic world to be blossoms as a beautiful human. God bless everyone.

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