Sitting out here in the balcony, just giving time to myself, I just feel so alone. Even being in this big city Chandigarh. I feel alone.

Lonely

I broke up on new years, I thought things will go my way, this year, I will work on myself and focus on all the important things, but I forgot how lonely it gets without him. 

Today is my birthday

Adulting

Anyone to talk .. I need someone so badly 🥺

Anxiety

I don't know how I fell in love with him...when we started relation i don't know how?.. where?..when?.. it will end... enter into relation is easy ..but staying is so difficult... 6 years of relation... with no of fightings ... misunderstandings... trust issues... after long journey with him ..now i feels like .... i don't know him completely... how much i try i can't understand his thoughts... words ... feelings... it's like his thoughts are out of my standard... i started feeling like alone... insecure... his behaviour makes me low... i realized that we don't have happy ending... i always thought of separating is best option for us.... but now he started ignoring me stopped talking to me... his absence killing me... i don't know why... am i used to his presence  or losing him makes me regret... am i failed understanding him.... didn't i tried my level best...or simply let the relation to end... why his absence making me mad...heartbroken ... i feels like ... go to him hug him tightly and want to cry... why???... i can't let him go ... 

Breakup

sooooooooooooooooooooo boreddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've just completed school and there's this guy from my 12th class im really feeling anxious regarding him. Ive only known him for an year but he made me feel really good throughout. I got so addicted to him. But now he has blocked me as i couldn't flirt with him and stuff. I haven't talked to him from a month. I really want to talk to him but at the same time i don't because i know i don't have what he needs. I feel so addicted to him. I feel like I just like the image of me talking to him in my head but not really enjoy it that much in real life. Please someone help me.

Boyfriend

"Jane na kaha wo duniya hai, jane na wo hai bhi ya nahi"
Damn!! Everythnig is beautiful this movie, music, these lines❤
So the memory is it's hurting this is recommended by a friend (more like classmate) when I was in college and I loved it and I also think our friendship would have been great but uski toh priorities hi koi or the who didn't even understand him that much that I did without even much interaction than them :(
Though it's just a memory whenever I watch this movie and listen to this song, but  maybe he dodn't  even remember that even if I exist but okay lol Our lives are different now. and This is how my brain works thinking things don't matter now.  But yeah it strikes everytime I came across this movie and song.
Why? Just why I never get people I want in my life? But okay lol lovely song❤

Music

Who is the best person ever  whom you met here ?


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