single boy child .not going to say things that i ve been going through but some times i crave for big brother  who could just say ' oy kya hua aaja chal mujhe bata ' and hug me . because iam tired yaar bas ab thoda aram chahiye 

Depression

Hum kaise zamane m jee rhe?
Old school person is post ko smjh payenge

Hum kya chahte apne partner se, apne bf/gf se?
 Sirf ek chij pyar aur loyalty 

Hum seriously relationship m jaate hai

Hum aage ka sochte hai

Par pyar pyar bolkr humein fasaya jaata hai and then achanak pata chalta hum bss you toy they and majak bann rha tha hmare. Pyar ka

Jisne humein khwab dikhaya, sapna dikhaya, wo toh humein chorke khus hai, suffer toh hum krrhe,bharosa Tut hmara Raha, galti ek me kiya aur ab humein us pure gender se darr lagne laga.

Yaar pyar maanga tha, bheek nhi

Nahi karna tha toh nhi krte
Par ye majak karke kyu suffer krne chor diya

Breakup

Everybody asked me why did u end up a relationship .... 
I said bz i don't want to end up myself ... 

Har kisi ko jawab dene se acha hai ..kudh hi sawal banjawoo ...,

3am Thoughts

Kitna muskil hota hai kisi ko bhulna it's been 4 days since I'm ignoring him. It's really very tough phle mujjhe lgta tha maths sa jyada tough kuchh v nhi hai par sabse jyaada tough apni feelings ko control karna hai, kisi ko bhulana hai . I'm tryin very hard to just focus on what is more important but these thoughts are making me weak

Anxiety

Need clarification....
2 insan ek sath relationship me hain last 5 years se. Unki relationship ke shurwat friendship se hue fir best friend bane then couples. Dono ek dusre se bhut zyada pyar karte hy. But isi bich ladke ke ghar me kuch tragedy ho jati hy jiske karan lakda apne ghr ke kamo me busy ho jata hy. Ladka kam me busy hone ke karan apni gf ko uske according time nhi de pata because us time pe us ladke ko uski family ko support karna hota hy. Isi bich ladki ko ye feel hone lagta hy ke wo ladka usko ignore kar rha hy aur wo worthless feel karne lagti hy. Isi bich ladki itne mentally week ho jati hy ke uska male friend uska brainwash kar dete hy that uska bf usko pyr nhi karta hy and usko usce breakup kr lena chahiye. Fir wo ladki waisa he karti hy jaisa uske friend ne use bola. Is incident ke bd wo ladka andr se puri Tut jata hy mentally aur emotionally. Wo ladka sare galti apne uper lekr har  ek kosish krta hy apni gf ko convince krne ka but uski gf nhi manti hy . Ab hal ye hy ke last 2 month se unki bat nhi hue hy... Pr wo ladka use khona nhi chahta. Ab wo ladka kya kre aise situation me? Kya use wait Krna chahiye uske lye ya fir move on kr jana chahiye?

Relationships

I am craving for someone who doesn't even care about me ....mujhe laga Ruth kar dekhte hai agar usse farak pade ...par woh aaye nahi ...mai ruthi hi reh gayi ...how some person is everything to you but you are nothing to them

Love

I want to find a successful (or atleast hard working girl) who is also funny and pretty. And I want to marry her and give her all the happiness she deserves and travel the world together. Kya karna padega iske liye? Bumble? Hinge? Asli zindagi me ladkiyo ko approach kru? :(

Yrrr mujhe smjh ni ata esa mere sath hi kyu hota he yrr ma acha bhala move on kr raha tha bo khud mere pass aai or mujhse baat KRni lgi or meko hope dene lgi or ab jb hope aai meko to uska fir mood change ho gaya yrr ye koi baat thodina hoti he yrr

kuch samjh nahi aa raha hai, but pata nahi ye konsi feeling hai , par me khush hu, mere akele pan se, na kisi se koi umid na kisi se koi expectations, bas din bhar kaam me busy raho, aur raat ko sad songs suno, all is well, aisa nai ki dard nai hai, 
Hai, par ab utna nahi jitna pehle tha, ghav bharne lage hai, aur aisa bhi nahi ke uski yaad nahi aati, 
Aati hai, par ab sahaj buddhi ne dil ko sambhalna Sikh liye hai, 
Ab use yaad karke Rona manjoor hai, par uske samne gidgidana nahi, dard bohot hai shayad par lafj  muskurana sikh rahe hai, manjile bohot aage, ab raste dundane hai, kisi ka saath nahi chahiye ab, ab akele me hi bohot khush hai hum, 

Aapki ek manjil dhundti writer 

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