Since people here don’t like me being perpetually ‘negative’, I’ll tell you something very ‘positive’ about myself- I never give up. I keep trying. So many people who face similar circumstances have resigned themselves to what they deem as their fate; but I keep trying. Sometimes it feels foolish. It feels like theres no reason for you to try. But I never let those feelings get in my way. I wasnt necessarily optimistic, but I was very determined.
Pretending to be someone I’m not is easy, but that’s really not the point. I dont want to come across as if I’m complaining, but the reason why people disliked me so much was not because I was sad. It was because I was saying the truth, and the truth doesnt sit well with them.