Since people dont like me calling myself ugly, I'll call myself beautiful from now on. Let's put aside my scars and facial deformities.  After all these years of trying to confront myself, it turns out I just have to lie 🤡

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Tanishq

The slul is a philosophical construct. I dont see my soul when I look in the mirror. Even you dont see my soul. No one can. 

It's not necessary that if something looks good it will feel good too

We put a tag on what we see. Stop being a hypocrite. You label everything you see or feel. 

And I totally believe you. You people really think I dont know anything about this world lol. Yall act as if my personal experiences dont exist. You seriously think you can get away saying anything to me.

I'm the problem. Thank you enlightening me. 

Well, my laughs look horrible and a blush makes half my face wrinkle. The reason my laugh looks horrible is because I dont have control over a portion of my upper lip. And dont worry, I'm not lying to myself. Calling myself beautiful just to comfort myself would be lying. The world is unfair as it is. I dont need delusions to keep going.

First up: "worth not calling yourself beautiful"- beauty has nothing to do with my worth. I can evaluate myself very well, I know my worth very well. You probably assumed I dont have any self-esteem. That's not the case. And I got this face after two very serious accidents including explosives and firearms.  And I have accepted it. I'm quite content with it. Infact, I'm very grateful that I have facial functions that I do today.  I lost nearly 30% of my facial muscles in the accidents. My cranium developed a slight depression and my nasal bones were damaged too. A shard of glass penetrated the nasal bones near my nose bridge and ended up damaging my frontal lobe. In addition to the damage to the muscles and bones, I also had a lot of nerve damage. I still take opioids for neuropathic pain. It's a miracle that I recovered so well. My face may have a scar and it may be deformed, but atleast (most of) it works.

And as for why I call myself ugly- I dont like deluding myself. I know that I'm ugly, I've accepted it and I've learnt to deal with it.

I didnt exactly expect any particular reaction.  Infact I made a whole post resenting the attention i was getting.  But thanks a lot for the concern and good wishes.

Your soul is beautiful, that what matters 🤍

Depression

Why is it so hard to feel pretty 

Body image

Not every beauty desires ur attention at the same time every beauty doesn't worth your look....

Celebration

BRUH i badly want to see myself even once to be in pageant or any walk that represents muse
Like i never been School muse in whole entire life
Probably beacuse my looks is just average 
But I just wanted it tho 😐🙁



3am Thoughts

I feel really ugly :(

Teenagers

Is beauty matters in a relationship?

Boyfriend

As a former chubby girl who got sidelined by alot of males and ignored and made fun of,I recently lost weight (for my health)  and  grew into my features,and it's really interesting how much nicer men are to me now,even yhe ones who were quite mean to me before,i think it's called pretty priveledge ,although i won't label myself as pretty ,but it's been a new experience lately ,it neither makes me feel good nor bad,it's just and observation and that got me wondering quite a bit

I just saw this post that said,"when you take a picture of a moon or sunset and it doesn't look as pretty as it does in real life you don't think 'the sky is actually ugly'. you know that the camera isn't capturing the full beauty. And you should feel the same about you"💖 its all about everyone's perspective...sometimes some people only saw your mistakes awhile sometimes some people tries to bring out the best in you ..but it all depends on you how you see yourself...nothing else matters more than  YOU...so worry too much feelas..take care of your  ownselve don't let others opinions dim the light inside you..keep shining...🥺🌼

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