Since people dont like me calling myself ugly, I'll call myself beautiful from now on. Let's put aside my scars and facial deformities.  After all these years of trying to confront myself, it turns out I just have to lie 🤡

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Tanishq

The slul is a philosophical construct. I dont see my soul when I look in the mirror. Even you dont see my soul. No one can. 

It's not necessary that if something looks good it will feel good too

We put a tag on what we see. Stop being a hypocrite. You label everything you see or feel. 

And I totally believe you. You people really think I dont know anything about this world lol. Yall act as if my personal experiences dont exist. You seriously think you can get away saying anything to me.

I'm the problem. Thank you enlightening me. 

Well, my laughs look horrible and a blush makes half my face wrinkle. The reason my laugh looks horrible is because I dont have control over a portion of my upper lip. And dont worry, I'm not lying to myself. Calling myself beautiful just to comfort myself would be lying. The world is unfair as it is. I dont need delusions to keep going.

First up: "worth not calling yourself beautiful"- beauty has nothing to do with my worth. I can evaluate myself very well, I know my worth very well. You probably assumed I dont have any self-esteem. That's not the case. And I got this face after two very serious accidents including explosives and firearms.  And I have accepted it. I'm quite content with it. Infact, I'm very grateful that I have facial functions that I do today.  I lost nearly 30% of my facial muscles in the accidents. My cranium developed a slight depression and my nasal bones were damaged too. A shard of glass penetrated the nasal bones near my nose bridge and ended up damaging my frontal lobe. In addition to the damage to the muscles and bones, I also had a lot of nerve damage. I still take opioids for neuropathic pain. It's a miracle that I recovered so well. My face may have a scar and it may be deformed, but atleast (most of) it works.

And as for why I call myself ugly- I dont like deluding myself. I know that I'm ugly, I've accepted it and I've learnt to deal with it.

I didnt exactly expect any particular reaction.  Infact I made a whole post resenting the attention i was getting.  But thanks a lot for the concern and good wishes.

Your soul is beautiful, that what matters 🤍

Depression

Almost everytime I've posted a story about me here I've gotten atleast one response that goes, "you're cute." This app has taught me that i might be ugly as shi.t but atleast people find my personality cute😭😂
(Yup that sounds exactly like something an ugly person would say ) 

I wish I knew what it is like to feel wanted. I'd like to be in a beautiful person's shoes for just a day just to see what it's all about. Being ugly really is such a lonely life.

3am Thoughts

A person who is so attractive by looks and when talks you lose all the interest😩

Confusion

Why i am not pretty like girls?..why no one loves me?? Why i always gets rejected?? I am loosing my confidence..if i was pretty things would have been different...i am fat and ugly girl...no one loves me..all of my friends and people around me are so pretty...they don't have dark circles or pigmentation they have perfect body...i am not comfortable in gym too... because i am the only ugly duckling there...even the trainer of the gym didn't  show any interest in teaching me...he was always after pretty girls...do i don't deserve to be happy...iam so sick of being ugly?? Why can't people accept me?? Why ??

Failure

Always be your beautiful self no matter how ugly it gets.

Life

I don't like the way I look. I was this really cool boy in school every girl wanted to talk to. but now i just feel ashamed to go in front of anyone or talk to anyone even though I look the same 

Body Dysmorphia

But sometimes looks matters for me. 

Other

What does it mean that people tells that you look beautiful after seeing your pic and stop talking with you gradually? 

I don't understand why people say like that stop talking this thing happened twice. If this happened in dating app or something I can understand but even for friendship purpose these things are happening I don't understand the reason.

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