Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Since I am new here, I am going to do a run down on my life. When I was born, my parents were together for a little while, then they split. My mom got custody and I would see my dad on Wednesday and every other weekend. Sometimes, he wouldn’t show up. For the next few years, he was on and off and he would spoil rotten. Skip forward a few years, my grandpa died from lung cancer. We were really close too. A little bit after that, my step dad and my mom got together. I went from being an only child to having two siblings. We grew up. At age 10, I started to like girls. At age 11, I came out as lesbian. (Because at this time, I was a girl). Then I kept switching between Bisexual and Lesbian and Omni and Pan. I just couldn’t figure it out. All I knew was, I was not normal. My sixth grade year, I started questioning my gender. At that point, I liked any gender. I started to go by she/they. I didn’t like it. And I didn’t know why. That year, I befriended a lesbian. I fell in love with her. But, she was dating someone. I fell in love with someone else. There was a lot of stuff. And at one point, we kissed, then she turned on me. She hated me. Then, we became friends again. Then I had to switch schools. I started to cut. I got so depressed. I got a crush on yet another girl. She likes someone else. At this time, I had done shoved down that feeling. But, it reserfused. I took quizzes and each time, I wished that male would show up. I took that as a sign, and the more I think about it, I feel so uncomfortable as a female. So, now I currently Identify as a Omnisexual Male.