Should we compromise in relationship ? And if yes then till what limit ?

Compromise in love, compromise to avoid fighting, compromise to be with each other, compromise for future 

He don't want me to compromise.. he's the one who is compromising and whenever we fight or argue, he makes me feel guilty that only he have to compromise 

Anxiety

Exhausted and sad.😞

Gud boy

3am Thoughts

Office Jane ka Zara bhi Mann nai hai aj 
I do night shift
But paise katenge
Isliye i m thinking twice 
What should I do guys plz help ? 

Exhausted

Feeling really lonely rn ahh🤧

Lonely

I begin to draw an invisible boundary myself and other people. No matter who I was dealing with. I maintained set of distance, carefully monitoring the person's attitude . So that they wouldn't get any closer. I didn't easily swallow what other people told me. My only passions were only books and music.




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Life

I have no dreams anymore. Nothing that I want to achieve since i already failed before. It is hard living to fullfil people expectation. Living while people keep demnading on what they want you do. I am in a journey that I dont want for someone that I treasure the most.. but... i havent received any support. 

dear my Treasure,

It is hard for me too. I tried so hard and keep pushing myself for you. I am your daugther. at least show me support that is honestly from your heart. I know i am not as excellence like other parent 's child. But i want two of you know, I tried. Im sorry i am not in medical field for my study but end up in Finance field. I did told you when I was in high school that I want to cont in business but u didnt allowed me back then. I continue my foundation in science just for you. and i am truly sorry i didnt passed that.

I am tired too u know. why u keep comparing me with other people? its hurt you know.I dont know how long can I stay here strong. but please, stop telling me what i must do anymore. its getting tiring... 



I don't know how hard I try I am unable to wakeup early in morning and do workout as it must be done no matter what , when alarm rings also even I f I think before yes I need to but still no ...

Hustle

Just venting 
(Bit mixed up thoughts and feelings here)
It took me really long to realise that till today whatever I was doing or I did things or took loans or say money wasting it was always for others. Like for bday anniversary. Bhale uske piche intention ye nhi tha ki sabko batau ki mere pass paise hai. Real intention was to make them happy, which actually nobody gives a fk abt. So here I am openly wanting to accept my mistake that meri Jo aisi bekar financial situation ho gayi hai na abhi uska kasoor war koi aur nhi sirf mai hu. My bad spending habits. Iska bday toh uske liye gifts uski anniversary toh uske liye celebration. Hai paise toh mom dad ko bahar dinner karate hai jitne bhi paise bahar udaye na trust me guys khud pe kabhi nhi udaye it was always for mom dad sibling or frnds in short for others. Who don't even give a fk abt me. (They say history repeats itself things which my dad did I'm doing the same here keeping others as priority when they don't even give a fk abt us)
So I need to change this or else I'm going to ruin my own life. Ig it's imp to set boundaries in every thing. Ghar hai apne log hai. But ab nhi hai mere pass paise toh kya karu. 

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