Should I let my girlfriend know about my depression.. I want her to know but also don’t.. if not tonight then never... 


Hey dear I suggest u should let her know ....she's your love... probably she can help u out of it...also it will strengthen your relationship 😇🙏🌈🐱

If you are comfortable with it then yes!! If you talk about it with her, she could maybe help you a little bit.

If she makes you feel comfortable and safe, definitely go for it! Having a support system will also make you feel much, much better. It will also make you feel lighter and not feel like you are keeping things from her. She will understand and be there for you! :)

Depression

How do I indirectly tell my parents to take me to a mental health professional as a child of a very orthodox, old fashioned Indian household

Mental Health

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Anxiety

Feeling bore 😴

Addiction

Hi, I have been going through a very emotional phase lately because I feel like I have no friends or anyone I could be happy with but my mom. I feel lonely, almost like I will never find anyone that will love me. I think down on myself and my self esteem is really low. I feel like I’m fat and ugly even though I have been working out. I cry every night because of these things but I still manage to keep a smile on my face. My mom thinks I’m the worst even though I clean all her Airbnb for her and do door dash with her. I get criticized by her it’s almost like everything I do isn’t even because she always finds something to complain about every time I clean the airbnb. I feel empty and the only thing I look forward to is my future. I don’t look forward to anything else but that. I have nothing else to look forward to. I don’t even have a dad that genuinely cares for me. I don’t have any family around. I’m the only child. I’m all by myself and I’m lonely

Emotional Abuse

I'm not able to move on and it's been so long 

Breakup

please give me some honest opinions or what you would do in my situation..

my parents divorced when i was 10, things have been hard for me since then..
even though i'm an only child my parents where never really with me my dad worked abroad and my mom worked in a different state. i grew up with my grandparents. i didnt oppose in their divorce cause i just wanted to see them happy. since im a girl and under 18 i didnt have to choose a parent. but once i reached 8th grade i had to move in with my mom. i always wanted to study abroad since my childhood. 
im a very creative and artistic sort of person. and i have to choose a career path for my future. my mom works in college as a professor that too in medical field. she wants me to follow her path too.. but when i always used to say that i want work, study or live abroad she always gets mad at me and says stuff like why am i even investing in you if i have no use from it? i dont know why i sacrificed so much when your gonna leave anyway? 
i thought maybe i should just agree to her but once i did she was happy and even started to plan many stuff. i was ok and forgot everything else that was related to my dream or passion. but recently my dad called me and asked this in between a conversation that had me thinking alot and lead me to ask some opinion from others...
he asked me how long am i gonna be there.. i have to leave now or in the future even though he asked it for the future relationship purpose it really had me thinking...
nowadays my mom is getting really dependent on me too. im really ok with it but im just scared what if i had to leave...
but i really dont know what to do in my career way.. 
should i follow my dreams and passion or should i just leave everything behind and just ...
i dont know im pretty sure i wont be happy nor satisfied with my life if i choose the medical path.... since childhood i have absolutely hated those....
please give me an honest opinion 


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Day 213 of writing journal entries.

It’s got to be a quick and easy entry today, didn’t do much throughout the day.. however it was still a nice and productive day and I feel content with where I am. It’s time for me to go to sleep, peace be with you.  

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