Should I just take that long awaited backpacking trip to South East Asia or keep struggling to get my career back on track after a hellish two years on the personal and professional front.

I keep thinking that I should just book those tickets, have the time of my life and then come back and see where life takes me. Very confused. 

3am Thoughts

First day living without my girlfriend here at home. I miss you so much. 

Relationships

Dont give the control of your life,emotion,love and heart to anyone i repeat anyone life me ek chij sikh gaya ki jitna chipkoge log utna dur bhgenge cahe jitna purana relation kyu na ho apki baate tak smne vle ko irritate krne lgegi log aise bdlte hai aur ap apne emotion ka control unko dne ke bd stable hne me bht dard hota h

Long Distance Relationship

If you’re talking to a complete stranger in an anonymous chatroom or via an anonymous app, it can be hard to think of a conversation opener because you don’t have any clues about who they are or what they are interested in.

Friends

How power~hungry are you? What rough decision will you take if you could seize reasonable power?
Reasonable power implies the amount of power to actually influence atleast a thousand people.

Anxiety

I can't sleep nor eat properly.. I keep having nightmares every night, then wake up crying.. I tried everything to distract myself, to distract my mind, but it just won't do. What is wrong with me?

Depression

I recently had a casual sex / hook up (first time doing casual) with one of  the person I met. We were crazily attracted to each other and on that day,  to be honest the sex wasn't great, I didn't have the drive and I was tired and came too fast.
And, post that, she seems to be avoiding me. 
This is somewhere leading me to feel insecure about my body and since I've not experienced anything like this in the past, I'm feeling insecure to have a physical relationship with anyone now with a fear of being judged. 

Insecurity

I feel everyone is growing up, evolving, moving on, getting better and better day by day, time is paasing by, and I am nowhere but getting more and more backwards in life. Why it is happening? I want the childhood back😞. I don't want anything else, money, knowledge, partner etc. nothing. But those days, they were happiest I had.

Journey To #Suicide
I don't know from where & how to start. 
The story is very pathetic in nature. I belong to a lower middle class family where as earing money is necessity for each & every individual. I belong to a family consist of 7 members & I'm the only sources of income to my family. Now I'm a jobless guy now.

One decision has ruined my life ! The current circumstances are now like;
- Lost my job
- Lost my relationship (7 years)
- Became bankruptcy ( as I unable to pay my loan & credit card EMI. They have already threatened me to take legal action against me).
- No one popping out for help. My so called friends didn't picking up my calls.

Basically there is no point to be live. As I'm at the lowest ever point of my life.

So unable to take this stress anymore. Planning to #Quit


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