She will tell you not to go to war.

She will beg you to stay.

But if you stay, she will KICK you out.

If you go to WAR, she will LOVE you for it, and serve you for LIFE.

Observe her Actions, NOT her Words.

This note is not about war.

Relationships

i don’t know how to say this but i feel bad for myself, since lately too many things in my mind. firstly, i’ve been struggling with my sexuality which means that i attracted to men more than women. i don’t know who should i blame for because i was born this way because i didn’t ask to be like this and i feel uncomfortable when my parents / family ask me about my relationship since they thought that i’m fully straight and into women. i mean, it would be good if i can tell them about my sexuality but i’m muslim and it’s totally wrong for my religion. moreover, it’s really hard for me to keep everything from them. i just want to be straight and get married to my (future) partner (if i have) and also i don’t want to get more addicted with masturbation and “gay” porn anymore because it’s hard to control when you’re into it. yes, i’m afraid of vagina but i have a feeling to women too. i started to feel that way when i was 12 years old realised that i can attracted to men too. now, i’m 20 years old and still struggling with my sexuality. 




LGBTQ

What's your favorite 12 episode anime? 

Movies

Appreciation and Gratitude forever for each and everything I have! Thank you so much dear Universe for being such a giver. Remember guys, positive thoughts get reflected back hence be careful about your thoughts, words and deeds. 

Affirmations

I want to see a therapist 

Even tho i haven't dated anybody yet i have major trust issues, i have insecurities. I don't think I'll ever be able to trust any guy

Tu kisi rail si gujarati hai ................ Continue

3am Thoughts

My mom always yells at me. When I ask her on how to do things. Like if I am doing something she wanted me to do right or not. Ever since my dad came home from overseas, she always blame things on me. Even if it was my brother's doing. I feel tired of explaining things over and over again. I always wonder when will she be proud of me. When will she show me off to her friends. When will I get a tight hug from her telling me it's okay to talk to her about my feelings. When will she allow me to live the way I want. When will I hear the words 'grades doesn't matter, do what you enjoy I am not stopping you'. 'Come to me when things get hard'. They always rush things like 'you should be able to do this by now, when I was in your age...' . Like allow us to learn in our own pace. I have so much time in the future. I want to do the things I dream of for myself. I don't want to do things that I don't want to do because I believe that one day I will be doing it too. Maybe out of curiosity or I just want to experience doing it. I want to find myself. I want to create myself. I want to write and create my story that I will remember. I want them to understand me. I just want to live like that. 

Family

I believe that breakfast can make up or spoil up your day. That's why I always try to eat something delicious and healthy for my breakfast.


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