She was my best friend, I knew I would lose her if she knew I had feelings for her, now that she knows I am in love with her she told me, she isn't and would never see me like that. I can't stop crying over that and I just don't know what to do. 

just move on, there is a lot of fishs in the ocean 😞

Breakup

Why everyone leaves me and make me feel guilty like i m the only one who make mistakes 😪

Frustration

School is prison and no one can tell me otherwise. 

School

I just gave up on everything. Going with the flow now, where ever life takes. 

3am Thoughts

Just wanted to get some thoughts off my chest
I personally feel that I am an amazing person who goes out of her way to help people and I help my family so much especially in the lockdown, I literally do all the household chores and I know it for a fact 
But my mother is always badmouthing me 
Saying that I don't do any work properly, I don't cook properly, I don't clean properly, I am a pathetic person to help around. I spend literally all my day helping them, I barely even do "Netflix and chill" but even then I am the one who always ends up hearing, everyone puts their shit on me.
I don't know if this a fairly common phenomenon in houses, but I know my friends dont even do half the work I do to help around at home. And also this fact that in front of my father, my mother always shows me as this horrible person who does not help her even one bit, and he always believes her. I just feel very very sad, and my friends tell me to not let it get to me, but it hurts me so so so much. I try to not get in anyone's way but it's like walking on eggshells, even the way I breathe is wrong according to them. They keep telling me my atitude is very bad, and I should be a more composed person, more devoted to their service, but I am too stubborn and rude to their liking. It s just really getting to me 
And I know the most obvious way to get out this situation is to go away, but then I always am so much emotionally manipulated by them, I have lost all respect for myself. They even make comments on how I look and that I look very ugly and fat, it is has really put my self confidence below even the ground level. Sending love to anyone else who is in the similar situation as me ❤️

Family

Is it possible to not overthink at all from overthinking too much? i wanna be a person who doesn't overthink because it just gives me anxiety as a person that I'm not enough. What if I'm not enough as a person? do i have a good personality? Am I a person people like to be around with or am i just boring?
i can't find an answer to whether I should just try and stop overthinking or should I actually improve my personality if it's dull 

Overthinking

I have a very close friend of mine ..but for some reason we are talking ...I thought this time I should wait for her to convince me ... because everytime I make efforts to sort things ,even I want to feel  priortize by her as she says "I'm her best friend " but whenever the real time comes to prove it ..I only left up staying hurt or being boxed ... someone can help me what does this mean ...or am I wrong ..I'm just tried of being feel like this again n again

Heyyyyy guys this is my first thought . I got to kn about this app on Instagram . I hope that i can actually share anything here without getting judged. 



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