She was a unique mess in the chaotic universe; the Chaos of each world unaware of the existence of the other. You bestow happiness on others, but what about yourself? You get scared away from it.

Other

Why does love happen?

Love

Whats your favorite song at the moment?

Music

why can't i have a normal or fun family


Family

This is my secret that i wanted to share. 
I have no friends, and i'm lonely. I few months ago, i decided to leave all my friends behind. Now i'm trying to comfort myself and get used to this new life, but at some moments, the fear that i'm never going to find true friends, still crosses my mind. My mental health has slowly deteriorated, and yes, i have been considering suicide, at the moment i think i can handle the life that i'm living, but i'm scared that my future will be even worse. I want to be happy, but i throw everyone away from me, because of that constent fear that they're going to leave me one day. I want my old life back, i want my own self back, i want to be able to smile again, and i want to able to say that i have a friend without the fear that i'm going to lose them one day. 


Lonely

These days if you talk your heart out to someone, they found you depressing, sad or weak even if they are going through the same thing. I literally dont have anyone , not even my family.
But I would like to find someone who knows how it feels and we can find solace in each other. Like real thing, where I dont have to pretend or fake my emotions. Where I can just peacefully exist.

I lost my bsf bc of my stupidity and jealousy I hung out wit her ex bc she was ghostin me and she was in her ghost era I get tha but she was hangin out wit this girl who I never rlly liked bc she always made me feel left out in our group she is cool tho I don’t have nun against her it’s js that and like ik if I ever made my bsf choose her or me she would of choose her so I hung out wit my bsf ex and posted it I knew tha if I did tha she would finally txt me and she did the plan worked exept we stopped being friends and I get that it’s js I don’t know what to do without her I’m way to attached 

Friends

Want to connect with a girl... Anyone there?


3am Thoughts

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