She may not be perfect in relationships...
She'll make mistakes, start conflicts, and feel a little bit jealous at times. But there are a few things that make her proud to be who she is. She's fiercely protective of those she loves, she always gives her all, and if she chooses you, know that it's only you she wants. She's not perfect, but her love is genuine and true, and that's what makes her special.
            Love u forever....

Love

25 yr old man here...
Bit of flashback----
My father passed away when I was 4 and I had to live with my grandparents while my mother worked in another city to support us.

Once when I was 6-7 yrs old I went to her during my summer vacations and one day while my mother was out for work I was to be babysitted by my landlord, usually it was the landlady but that day she had some work of her own so she couldn't and her husband was free and at home so he took up on the job.
He told me about sex, showed me porn on his phone and masturbated in front of me. I have been traumatized since and I was so much shocked at that point of time that I didn't told mum. And now after around 20 years later, on my last birthday he called up casually to wish me and all the things that I had somehow repressed surfaced.

Due to that I abhorred touch of men may it be public places or closest of friends or literally any other male... 
I can't keep going like this... 

Mental Health

I am thinking to start writing stand up. I have never wrtitten anything such before any tips n tricks or any kind of help will be appreciated. 

Motivation

🖤Meri taqadeer Mein jalna hai to jal jaunga
Tera waada to nàhin hun jo badal jaunga🖤
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Breakup

Can anyone please suggest to me the ways to calm down my anxiety 😭

Mental Wellbeing

https://youtu.be/6j928wBZ_Bo listen  to zoom by Jessi for good luck 

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Hey fellas ... Good morning 🌄

Caregiver

Why do I keep getting so emotional?? I cry almost every day.. it's like a daily thing for me now. I was not like this before. But when we broke up for the first time in March 2020 (he completely abandoned me when he went back home for lockdown), things started to go downhill.. I was stuck in a rented room 1500kms away from my home, all alone. I started crying like a baby every time I called him, I cried for being so miserable, I cried for self-pity that why don't I love myself even a little bit.. Since I wasn't living with my family.. crying became my daily cope-up mechanism... We came back together again on June..  but that phase changed me completely.. I get emotional on smallest of things that comes from him.. 

I don't know if I could ever be strong enough.. I know crying isn't a sign of weakness. But I feel devastated after a exhausting crying session.. no wish to carry on work, no wish to eat, nothing. I feel so numb. And trust me, I don't wanna stay like this forever. i want to prioritize my dreams, my goals, above everything else. But I just can't. It all boils down to my emotions and tears.

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