She blocked me
10 din se jyada ho gye
Aaj bhi yakeen nhi hota ki itne promise ke baad , she treated me that badly and left me
But still I feel for her
I know ye sahi nhi hai
But Aaj bhi sochte hai kaash sab thik hota
I used to remember her per ods , aaj pakka hut kiya hoga, and ussey dard ho rha hoga, sar dard, pet dard, mood swings, irritation
Khud ko bohot rokne ka koshish Kiya par Raha nhi gya aur maine usko msg kr diya , qki subah se baat baar khayal aa rha ki kaisi hogi wo, usko jyada pain toh nhi ho rha hoga
Khud pr taras bhi aa rha aur khud pr bura bhi feel ho rha ki itna bejjat hone k baad m bhi I still care for her but Jo Dil m aaya wo kr diya maine
I know mere value nhi uske bazarm, yet am thinking about her, I hope usko jyada pain na ho
Why?
Who are you to ask me this? Itβs a platform where one can share their pain, emotions anythingβ¦ I wonβt delete it. Itβs my choice. I am not in good mental state so please donβt trigger my mood
Am not mentioning or disclosing anything, I am just posting that I do still care for her even when she left me badly, today she is in pain and I donβt have any way to reach her, talk to her and make her smile .
Why ? He can post anything, why you want it to be deleted ?
Grow Up Girl, This post ainβt bad, This Guy is sharing His pain, Let Him Share
Whatβs wrong with the post?? Thereβs nothing wrong, try fixing your own mindset.
This post is not bad in any way, I can post my feelings or mood, why are you asking me to delete it? Whatβs wrong in this post
Thanks for understanding
I do understand your condition. The person whom I like has blocked me after beizzati and uske baad bhi I canβt stop thinking about him.
Bas yeh yaad rakhna ki she doesnβt deserve you. You deserve someone muchhh better isiliye rishta toot gya. I know bohot hard hota hai to accept the reality but trust the universe and itβs plan. End mei you will surely get the person you deserve.
Can you explain me a bit more, I mean I have lots of questions on my mind, will you answer my question
Yes ask here
What happened with you, how you managed, whatβs the current situation of yours everything
I donβt think knowing what happened with me and knowing my present situation will help you in any ways. I personally donβt want to tell those things kyunki mujhe yaad nhi karna.
The best way to deal with such things is to make yourself busy. Itna busy schedule hona chahiye ki kisi or ke baarei mei sochne ka waqt na mile. Make daily goals and start fulfilling those. Nature ke saath time spend Karo. Acche gaane suno even when your mood is off. Bas yeh cheez mind mei fit kar lena chahiye ki she doesnβt deserve you. Aap acche ho and deserve the best. Your self confidence and self love should be at peak. Or Haan baaki logo se baatein Karo, donβt make yourself lonely. Have a friendly bond with all. Most importantly never try to attach yourself with someone else at this point just for the emotional support. Donβt try to replace someone else with her. Kyunki ese baad mei things will get worser. Just keep a friendly bond and nothing more. Talk with both guys and girls.
I am doing everything which you mentioned, yet the thoughts hit me, I never post things here, this is rare for me to post something, and I posted this as I was not able to stop myself
Worst thing is that sometimes I start doubting myself, that saari galti meri haiz main bura hoon etc, and ab bhi umeed hai ki kaash sab thik ho jaaye, sometimes feel aata khudko akele kr le , kisi se baat na kre
Woh chahe jis bhi reason se block kyu na Kiya ho but ek baat to pakki hai ki you arenβt meant to be together. Trust me God has better plans for you. Donβt doubt yourself. The best solution is to keep yourself as busy as possible. Focus on your life. Try working out whenever the thoughts hit you. You need to transform yourself in such a way ki aage future mei even if she herself tries to connect back with you tab bhi you stay unaffected. She has insulted you and tried to break your self image. Donβt let her accusations come true, isiliye change your life by working for a better future.
Can I request something, your words are helpful, will you push me and help me in getting out of this?
I am sorry, I donβt want to keep connections.
You need to help yourself out instead of supporting on others. Push yourself donβt expect others to do it. All the best going through this time. I am sure soon you will be alright.
Got it, I understand it well, mujhe kuch sikhne mila aapse, thanks, I will remember your words⦠you have provided me a good solution