She always do this 🙁

Meredith will get what she deserves. ￼

Anger Issues

She is mine and only mine. Meredith will not escape from me. ￼

Love

My problem is that I expect lot from a particular person just because we started to talk on calls for too long like 3 4 hrs and etc but the problem is that everytime whenever I m free or busy after done with mt work I think of calling her. And whenever I call whether she is busy or she didn't call me back. Idk why but when she do she is like I was too busy and all how do I stop myself from connecting with her and start to take my focus back on mt career because I care a lot about people's who I think are nice but they don't. Ps she isn't my girlfriend.please help me

3am Thoughts

Posted this last night and felt to post again!!

Do you ever feel that there is a disconnect who you were and what you are now?
I was always a funny(chandler) kind person who was very much fun to be around, not an extrovert person but just the right amount of that. I was living my life and having fun with great people-great mindset. Then the first serious relationship came, all with its ups and downs. As usual a person like me swear that whatever happens I’ll never leave this person no matter what. A surprise fact for many she was older than me, I loved and sacrificed(as I like to remember) whatever I could do for her. Moved into a new life and started thinking that this may be it…But who knew life doesn’t always work out as you plan. So after all the years being together, she broke off saying that there was nothing between us(I’ve more than thousands of hours of memories which begs to differ than this notion). Time passed and so did the pain, but damn you God!! You see a picture and you remember her plans “I’m looking for someone new to settle with maybe the ex before you who never left”. She is looking good and despite all your wisdom you feel how little can you matter in someone’s life. Didn’t you mean something…after all you lived together for so long.

Basically it boils down to one thing,“How can you be so naive to not know the person”. You had the whole world in front of you and you were this stupid to be with someone who in end pointed out how wrong you were for her.

But despite all this I remember one thing I always knew from before…Hate is really powerful. Don’t think that love is your salvation…nooooo… Channelize that hate, let it discipline you, let it tell you how foolish you were and your crying and emotions doesn’t matter at all. The only thing that matters is that hate and how can it fuel you towards something great!!

How do you overcome!

Relationships

I like a girl, have committed to the cause. She was in a relationship, broke up in January, she has confessed she likes me but needs some time to move on as she was very serious in that relationship. She sees a future in us and does not want to mess it with me. I am a patient guy but have pursued her for atleast 1.5 years now. Till when should I wait? What if she goes back? What if she finds another person?

i need help i dont know what to do. because inwas catfished by the person who i love the most and my only reason why im still alive right now.. she tricked me. all of those years..

Breakup

So lockdown has been pretty hard on all of us and I pray to god everyday to help people in this and also doing my bit for the community . 

In this time my ex , who fucked my mental health pretty bad , it was barely an relationship but I was completely in love with her , and she threw me out jaise we throw out ants from our sugar .she dated 3 4 guys and the last guy she dated was a married man who was just taking advantage of her . During that time she started talking with me and I wanted to tell her that she is getting played and the married guy is only using her (we both have lot of common friends and we are all in small company so small world ) but I thought it's better if I stop talking all together and that's what I did .j switched company and now in a  better place both mentally and financially still single and though .We broke up in 2017 and later in 2019 she texts me again saying sorry for all the things she did to me and apologizing for that. Ever since then we talk for a while , take a long pause then again for a while then a big gap . Now agin in 2021 Jan , one night she texts me saying she is sorry and wanted to apologize for all she did .so we talked again .The married guy used her and then broke up with her and she has been played bad she said. We are talking but not like close friends or something . It's more of meme sharing on insta .
The problem is I still like her , taking to her for me is easy , I feel comfortable ,I am super attracted to her , maybe I still love her a bit but I DO NOT TRUST HER , NOT EVEN 0.001% . This pandemic and struggle to get ahead in life has made me lonely and distant from people but I feel good when I talk to her . I do not know whether I should continue or stop talking to her .
Any advice on this ??



So its been now going to be a year with her we started as friends now we are closer then that things have got so far we not in a relationship but we should be in one so here the problem is when i ask her about this that what is your feelings for me then she don’t tell she says that im not confirmed (ik she knows deep down that she wants me but) but she do all the things which a couple do like a relationship she want my attention she wants to order me she wants to do everything with me ik she has feelings for me but i want to be sure and know that yes she loves me too just like me loves her can anyone tell that how can i like know and how can i be sure like I wanted to know that is these things work like this?? This relationship thing 

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