If you or somebody you know is currently struggling, please take deep breaths and reach out to somebody. Here are few resources that may help.
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Seriously contemplating having myself chemically castrated
Rahul Sharma @rsdec24
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No point having a chemical solution to a spiritual problem
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Why would you assume the problem is not chemical? Ever heard of hormones?