See, I recommended something to someone and then a few hours later, they said something really mean to me. I regret ever recommending it because it made them happy and now my brain keeps telling me mean things like. “I can’t trust you anymore.” or “You, of all people, should know better than to be so stupid.” and since it’s my own mind, I can’t disagree, honestly I don’t disagree. I was going through my journals and there were so many points to not talk to this person. Yet, I still did it because I thought maybe if I do this, they won’t hate me so much but I was wrong. My brain hates me for trusting them and I feel angry that I wasn’t careful enough to think properly.
eshika Goyal @bitch
Omg it’s soo relatable i completely understand what you mean… it’s really hard to let go even toxic people. See what I learned is that whatever you do for them they’ll always belittle you because they know that you’re a better person than them so they make you feel horrible to feel better. They are jealous of you so keep going and keep making them jealous until they burn ❤️❤️