Scared of what tomorrow brings.
Regrets of the past.

Will these nights consume us or do we wait for death to end..

Get busy living or get busy dying 

Not trying to escape it.

Living it, facing it 

3am Thoughts

know it's breaking your heart, but it's also:
Clearing your vision
Raising your standards
Guiding you back to yourself
Making room for more to come
Putting you on the path of new connections Redirecting you
Aligning you with what you actually want
Reminding you of your strength
Teaching you to trust the process
Encouraging you to own your worth Opening the door to a new chapter.
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Now&Me Activities

Saddest words I heard tonight: Yes he’s just fooling around with you

Lonely

Nobody will ever hurt Meredith. I will protect her to the very end. ￼

Crush

I once proposed to this guy, and he rejected me by saying that he always wanted a hot girlfriend to show off to his friends. He was also my closest friend. The reasoning for rejection didn't hurt me, he was right about me being fat and ugly, and I respect that he wanted a few qualities in his partner. I, too, want my guy to be good at maths; having a thing for a type is not a bad thing. After that, my friends told me he is a dick to reject you, and you are not "that" fat. And I used to be like, ok, there is a threshold for obesity to be a basis for rejection. I have always been criticized for being fat, even when I was a kid. I was not obese; I was just overweight. Now the weight is a bit troublesome. People do not greet me by saying hello, or how are you! they just say, oh my god, you have become so fat. I do not know one person who hasn't said that to me in my life. I am serving people food, they say you work so much still you are fat. I am on a farm, talking about how the tree is loaded with lemons and the person next to me says start drinking lemons with hot water you will lose weight. I am cleaning my house in the morning, somebody walks in and they say.. are you having Samosas.. getting fatter day by day huh.. while on the other side I am like, hello.. how are you? 27 years of constant nudging.

Obesity

i feel alone, truly, really alone. i need a hug, those long ones which you can’t seem to break apart from 

Anxiety

Good people stay only few days in life.

I m oversleeping these days.... Then I can't work coz of the guilt and it's a cycle now... I feel like trash... Ughhh... It's frustrating! 

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