Saw him last night, with a girl talking to her the way he used to talked to me in the beginning and they were dancing together.
Bought flowers for a girl just like that, while in our relationship of almost three years, he didn't get me a single flower, instead he went and cheated. It hurts lol.
Want to move on soon.

Emotional Abuse

I miss talking to this guy that makes me smile without him knowing and one day i shoo him away coz of my self-doubt and anxiety. i truly regretted and felt guilty for it. AND I WANT HIM BACK BUT IM SCARED TO TEXT HIM COZ MAYBE HE THINKS IM PLAYING WITH HIS FEELINGS 😭😭

Frustration

**Confused**
I was in a happily relationship with a guy 5 yrs elder than me.  Sometime ago his family forced him to marry, he asked me bt my family refused coz i am 20 only. He got married with a beautiful girl. We still love each other. After that incident my parents are now force me to be focus on studies only and said that i have now 2 years to study after that they will get me married. Now its time that i have to focus on ky studies. Now before a week ago i was started getting atrracted to another guy i purposed me and i was confused coz relationship can destroy my future 
Then,  before 3 days that boy message me again we start talking as a friend. I get emotional talking to him. 
I need someone to talk to me understand me. And he is that person. I was thinking to move on only to fullfil that loneliness in my life bt after coming my ex back its completing bt same time i know he is married now and there can be some problems in his life due to our friendship. Now i get confused thinking these two guys, my loneliness and my studies. 

Relationships

Alright ik that guys take late replying as a big deal..
Um but is it really that big deal??
I mean i was texting with my male bestf..and i was doing some sort of work..so it’s not like i was replying after 7-8 hrs ..NO!..i replied in like 8-7 mins😅 and my bestf git pissed..and got all dramatic like..i have unlocked his bad side..and bcz of this idk late replying..he is not talking with me properly 😐

Friends

I had this one friend whom I felt real comfortable in a very short time. He made me feel heard I guess. I told him a lot and he didn't really share anything which was fine he could take his time to get comfortable. I trusted him like a lot. He was the person I confided after a real long time. I was vulnerable with him. We started talking due to our seating plan Then it got changed and we talked on text. Then randomly after some days he just didn't reply and we just stopped talking. I also found he told some of the things I told him to one of his friends they weren't that deep but still I didn't expect he would gossip about it idk. I didn't confront him but still it kinda hurt me. We literally just ignored each other after the seating chart changed. We weren't talking on text too. Now we again sir like beside each other and just ignore each other's existence. Idk if he did or not but I did consider him a genuine friend of mine even though it had just been 2-3 months. Just not talking to him after sharing so much seems weird with no apparent reason. But ig he doesn't want to coz he talks to his friend even though she sits like far away.  

3am Thoughts

I'm in a relationship.  On the other side my parents started searching for groom. I want to marry the person I love, so I have mentioned to this to my brother. My brother said to leave the relationship because it's will hurt my parents as they can't accept. One of the main reason is they have done love marriage and they had very bad backslash from society and family which they don't want us to suffer. But I said to my brother that i can't marry someone else. So he said if you want to marry that person then you need sacrifice many things and family. Everything won't be same as old. And also he said if they say no I can't force them because he can't see them hurting themselves. 

Now I'm in a confusion whether I should leave this person so that my parents won't get hurt or I should hurt my parents so that we both won't hurt

Love

M a bit confused because I love someone who told me he loves someone else we were friends before but my feelings changed for him..I have told him but he already told me he love someone else and now he is moving on and he is may be idk he wants commitment or something else I can't get it what doe she wants and he told me I can't talk everyday I understand but he is just replying my texts not talking he is frnds with her too.


What is this going on plz help me to sort out my confusion 

Confusion

Guys.. 
I have a friend he is my senior.. We are thick friends he would do anything for me. 
He never judged and. Listens peacefully
One of my classmates likes him. 
But she doesn't know we are this close
She proposed him and he didn't accept. 
Whenever she comes to me she peeps into my phone
Whenever I'm on call she easily gets to know of its him. She asks him why he is talking to me and all
To me she says one thing.. To him she says one
To. Him she told bad about me. 
To me she told she isn't talking to him but she was in touch with him
I don't know what to do

I don't know what's going on....on this month I feel my boyfriend's behaviour some little changes before one yr ago he loved me too much but on that time I don't accept it because I know it is not possible but he loved me and he all time express his felling so ways then I don't controlled myself I starting to love him but when I accept his proposal then he says he is very thankful and blabla but now our relationship 1.5 yr now he ignore me avoid me without any reason his behaviors changes he spends more time with his frnd but I always accept it bcz I realized that it's his life so all time I accept his all thing but today he says that I don't talk with u bcz in future Kya hoga kuch pata nehi humara then I talk with him why u behavior like this he says nothing in Future agar Sadi nehi Hui to bhout dhuki hoge tum then he says we are just frnd and we break our relationship I am hopeless I don't know why he behavior like this 💔💔💔 I feel lonely I feel sad depressed stress 😢😢😢😢 he is totally change when I call him he don't receive it i send one msg he reply after 4-5 hour I don't know why  I love him too much I don't understand it plz tell me suggest me 😣😣😣😣😣

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