Sajni : someone who resides in your heart no matter they are with you or not.you constantly think about them, someone who is in your prayers.
Who is your sajni ? 

Pluvs S

I have someone but how and where she is i don't know, how she looks now i don't know. But she is still my first thought in the morning and last at night 

3am Thoughts

I'm deleting my account y'all, it was nice talking to each of you

Mental Health

I have kidney stones and they make me bleed. I’m not telling anyone and I’m in pains everyday. 

“Aa phir se mujhe chodke jaane liye … ranjish hi sahi … dil ye dukhaane ke liye aa “ 

- Ranjish Hi Sahi 

Not one time passed by when I didn’t cry listening to this song. The lyrics ♥️

Relationships

not really good. This daily drag is too demotivating for me. I have lost the will to do anything now.

i’ll be okay... i just don’t know when.

Just want to talk with somebody about his/her feelings, thoughts, day, ans everything else! 

Intro

Guilt and Shame...I popped off at my friend with frustration. I felt insecure and defensive...

Insecurity

I wamt to kill myself , i cannot take it anymore i dont go to places which are at higher than ground cuz i m so scared i wont be able to control my mind and jump , i try to keep myself okay most days but something or other happens which makes me just wanna quit everything and die i seriously m so tired of all the crying , hiding my emotions , pretending to be brave , trying to be positive , i cannot do it . My mom has been just putting her anger on me since a month and i m taking it all in . Currently due to pandemic and no income i m living with my parents and its been a discussion to make a wooden structure at my home which I don't feel is good since they mever consider my opinion i first thought not to give any but then i gave my thoughts which were no cuz it will just make space congested i dont want that . But since they dont take my no i started saying if u do that i willl not stay here anymore i will leave . I said same this time , but my mom said yeah leave na , if u want to leave leave it my home i will do whatever i want to do . I dont disagree with that but then she also says sometimes why are u acting like a stranger its your home too . I have decided to earn and pay them if i stay here or moveout but i m just so angry when i said to her about my depression and wanting therapy she said its not needed u dont want that but then she cares about her sisters mental health , wow . She knows i have been going through stress since a year yet nothing . I dont know how much i can handel without saying anything back . I really want to move out but i can't . 

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