Sach mei yaar.. Ek to Government Job or dusra is sharma ke ladke ne zindagi kharab kr rkhi hai.. Jb dekho gharwale bolte hai sharma ji ke ladke se kuch sikh.. Sharma ka ladke ye kar rha hai vo kar rha hai... Sharma ji ladka na hogya bhgwan hogya.. Or ye insan hai ya machine jab dekho kuch na kuch krta rhta hai... Ye thakta nhi hai kya.... Bs ek din ye sharma ka ladka kisi ladki ko bhaga ke le jaye us din kahunga apne baap se ki ye bhi sikh lu sharma ke ladke se... 

Umesh Chourasiya

3am Thoughts

Dosto meri gf cheat kr rhi thi.. Aur behave aise kr rhi thi jaise kuchh hua hi nahi jaise me janta hi nhi hua mene us se breakup kr liya bina use kuchh bataye . To aisa lagta h jaise mene hi use chhora uski najro me villain ban gya kya mujhe use batani chahiye thi ki o cheat kr rhi h ya mene sahi kiya bina kisi reason diye breakup. 

Anxiety

Yeh depression Joh neet ke mock tests ke baad Ata haina, inse nikalna bohot mushkil hai. Bohot.

Depression, kya hai depression, lappu sa depression hai, jhingur si jindagi hojave hai , bol Hm paye na kisi se 
(Said it in a funny way though) Haha soon the hurt will end and you will see a ray of hope ✨🌸🫶🏼🤗

Coming Out

Na chahte hue bhi dusre logon ka prabhav pad raha jeevan par aur hum kuch nhi kar pa rahe .


Conflict

Usne breakup kiya to screenshot mene uske ghar pe send kr diya ab uske papa ne case kr diya kya kru guys. 

Breakup

Sapne or khwaishe pure karne ke liye mehnat karni padti hai. Mehnat ke bina kuch bhi haasil nhi hota hai. Yeh sab pata hone ke or samajhne ke baad bhi kyu mehnat nhi kar paati mai? It's only me to be blamed for my downfall. I know or rather I hope I still have time to save myself from the downfall but kyun mehnat na karne ke bahane dhundti rehti hu. Haan maana huye hai bohot kuch jo hona nhi chahiye tha but galti jitni haalaaton ki thi utni hi meri khudki galti bhi thi. Bas ab nhi gir sakti mai. Ab na kisi ke sath ki zarurat hai or na hi kisi ke liye mehnat karni hai. It's only me and my life. Afterall meri life ki steering wheel hai to mere paas hi. This is just a note of a promise or rather a challenge to myself ki mai aaj se apni 100% dungi and will work hard for a better future. Ranting se, past ko dosh tehrakar ya dusro se shikayat karkar kuch nhi hone wala. Its only me who has the power to change my future by working hard at present. I have various exams coming up and will have to prepare well for those. I will have to get a thick skin to not get affected by the family issues and also to not fall into the trap of emotions. All the best to me and also to anyone else going through the same phase!!

Life

Me kese samajhau khudko ki voh ab bhool chuki hai mujhe aur khush hai apni life me, kese, voh kehti thi pyaar krti hai mujhse, jisse pyaar krte ho use bhool kese sakte ho, me jo use din raat subhe shaam har kaam me yaad krta hu, kya mujhe chaud dena hi aakhiri raasta tha, hum ise theek kar sakte the na, kya voh mujhe bhool gyi hai ? Tasveero me toh khush dikhti hai, kya voh khush hai ? 

Love

Today's shits like: i was passing from the talkative aunties, they talking about some expensive or cheap vegetables price.?? Even i was copying like them, bhaiya 1kg kaanda aur 1¼kg tamatar dena, all done, the grocery shopkeeper like: paise rehke bhi kamm mei leke jaatey ho.
I replied him: thik hai bhaiya next time zyada le lena.
Next morning: mei kahi aur jaata hu sabzi laane .!! 😂😂😂

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