Right now I m fighting with myself to stop thinking of her. That she will call Me talk to me that she is my kinda best friend but the thing is that we have been talking since 2 months and we meet 2 days ago and spent our time on hill and holding our hands and just doing deep conversation. But I now I hate one thing about her that she never calls me I have to call her and she always have reason that I was busy. I understand it but sometimes it bothers me from inside. And she just don't call me or msg me until unless I msg or call her. And when we talk it's seems so normal even for her everything is normal and I m just suffering man please help me.

I know her since 3 years because she's my friend's friend but we start talking since 2 months you can say 

3am Thoughts

Do you guys also feel that " I want someone faithful who just loves me for who i am and never leaves whatever the situation is, respects me, and motivates me for future hurdles".  
I just want someone like this in my life, i again want to feel passionate about love, that feeling.. 🥺 
 What's your thoughts?.. 

There is a girl i like but we haven't talk in irl and we were in same batch in coaching but due to covid classes discontinued physically and we were taking online classes but i couldn't find courage to talk and now i just see her dp and feels so overwhelmed that i really wanna be with her but himmat nhi h baat karne ki and tbh koi topic bhi nhi h bcz somehow we are still not talking daily, I texted her but she doesn't give me reply but she is soooo cute ❤️

Crush

I wonder how much tears i have in my eyes . 

I feel like a complete failure in this family. When i wanna go somewhere, it feels like i’m creating a burden for them. Like when i said i wanna go to karaoke they’d act like it is a very big deal and it costs there lives if i’d gone to karaoke. On the other hand, when my sister wanna go somewhere, even if it’s afterschool or going somewhere to spend a lot of money, they never scold her. Our family has money issues and yet they still let her uses those money without thinking twice while i’m the one who need to reconsider every time im buying something. I feel like i was causing problems for ppl by existing. Tho i’ve tried hard on my studies, trying to be a good older sister, trying to be a good child, and did very well in all of them. My grades were never lower than a B and I even got scholarship back then in middle school. Still, they didn’t look so proud and they ask me to do more. I’m so tired, i need to give up on studying abroad because we got no money and everything my parents need to pay for our education they need to pay it twice the normal price since they got 2 children. I feel like everything I’ve achieved up until now is because im just lucky, im not that great. I’m just lucky. 

Anxiety

Itniii saari feelings hai kya kya batau...

Hello ! 
How was your day?

"Practice makes a man perfect" I strongly believe this. 
What about you? Let's share our experience when we felt this😊

Gratitude

I have this scar on my forehead and it really visible. I feel really insecure about it even though I got the scar years ago. 
Every time I meet someone I get asked how I got it and I really hate it when people ask, but I still answer them because I don't really want to be mean. Some people have made a few hurtful comments about it and every time I think about it, it makes me cry.
I also get comments like:
"The scar fits you "
"You look really pretty with it"
 But I feel like people just say that to be nice. I can't give someone a full eye contact when I'm having a conversation with them because I feel like they are looking at my forehead.
I really wish I could just go back in time and erase the day I got the scar.
I  love myself but loving the scar is hard. I know there are scar removing creams but it's too risky to use them because I don't know if there are side effects.
Looking at today's beauty standard you are supposed to have flawless skin but that's impossible for me.
Pls, help me.
Oh, by the way, I'm a female and a teenager


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