Recently I’ve been going through what every college student experiences when your college is about to end and you’ve no idea what direction your life is going to take. Major existential crisis. I’m so scared about my future that it literally gives me goosebumps some times. I’m a UPSC aspirant and I’m taking coaching for the same. But it’s so difficult to manage it with college. By the time I reach home, I’m so exhausted that I’m not able to do anything. I know I have to but I just can’t. Sometimes I just sit for an hour or 2 doing nothing at all but I just can’t study. I know I’ve to do ALOT, study a lot and I try too but I’m just not able to concentrate. And what scares me more is that I don’t have any concrete alternative. I mean if I don’t do this, I may not have a very bright future. And this is very scary. I’m just trying to figure it all out and I hope I can come up with some solution and some major major motivation