Really wanted to vent because today marks the 2 year anniversary to my breakup. The relationship lasted for 15 months and it’s been 24 months and I’ve not completely healed yet. This guy, I loved him to death. I think I still so. We broke up because he cheated on me with 3 girls, he physically abused me more than 2 times, he had anger issues, was a master manipulator and gaslighted me soo much. I was left without friends, without any support. He used to threaten me when I wanted to break up. I don’t understand why I still have such strong feelings for him when he’s caused me to have zero self esteem, no friends, no confidence, body image issues and MAJOR trust issues. Idk why I’m not able to move on
First of all you need to value yourself and know your worth. If you won’t value yourself, no one else will.
Pls talk to friends. If you don’t have any… You can talk to me
