Really stressed out with my life. Don't know where I'm heading to and what I'm hustling for. Just repeating everything everyday. Feeling life is too fucked up. My friends probably coz I can't answer a mssg.


3am Thoughts

unfortunately, even on here there's still some very disgusting people. overall it's still better than talklife

Life sucks, I can't stop thinking about the good times with my ex and I just miss her a lot and I just can't get over it. There is a new girl I like but I need to get over my ex first. I just don't know how and I don't know what I feel because I feel a lot. I don't know what to do, think or.. just.. I don't know anymore. I will just cry in bed all day and think about life too much

I really feel like my mental health is taking a nose dive off a cliff at the moment. I am so stressed out, I cant sleep at all, I'm having panic attacks again when I thought that I had managed to get a handle on that part of my life, and I keep crying about really stupid things. 

The pain never goes away,we just learn how to live with it
And it kills part of us but does that really matter as long as we survive all is good 

I complaint about my own boyfriend to teachers because he kinda blackmailed me and threatening me to tell everything about my past to my mother.. i really love him and he loves me too.. but during arguments or fights he usually do this or just start abusing me verbally.. idk what to do.. i feel so guilty that i complaint and ruin his reputation.. any ways to bring it back or atleast better it ? 

These endless days seem to merge together like fog in the night, it's like em frozen in time. That slow ticking clock has pushed me to the edge, which is why I wonder whether I've gone insane or what huh? 🤔

Overthinking

I'm in a situation where I'm separating from my partner of 7 years. We have multiple children together and he has raised my oldest every 7 years. Without getting into too much detail we both definitely done wrong but I was the first to strike. However the last three and a half years it's just been tumultuous and I'm always in the wrong. Recently I had someone close to me pass away and my whole world shattered and I definitely reacted negatively towards my partner and then after that I just thought there was no help. He asked me to take a large house which I passed but after that point in a relationship it was over. The lie detector instructor told me that this test won't do nothing because continue to blame me and he just needs help so when I asked him to get help he refused to get any therapy. Then after that every part of our relationship was attacked to the point where we can't even be friends and we're stuck in the same house together until the lease is up I'm just miserable heartbroken angry sad desperate all at the same time I try to make right with him at the end and he went back to accusing me of crazy things harassing me it's treating me like I was nothing. I'm not saying I haven't been bad to him but these last 6 months he is definitely made it and things I've done have made it work I just know my heart we're done and can't move forward from this I'll never change my kids will never see us together it's just really hard.

Breakup

someone up for deep conversation and life talks ?

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