Really depressed. im in an unhappy relationship, it’s toxic, i love her but she is constantly telling me im a tramp, im the devil, she hates and to go and that knowone wants me here. She told me to kill myself today and i really want to, i just cant bare the thought of my 2 daughters crying over me. I have no family that i like at all, i’d rather die than ever turn up at any of there houses. I have knowhere to go and the thought of starting my life again just inforces my suicidal thoughts. I feel so low. i feel like crying all the time yet i cant cry. I just hate my exsistance.