Reality in life is we don't know who is praying for us and who is playing with us 😐

Well I can say that - he is praying for her and she is playing with him 

3am Thoughts

I love him
But it just can't happen anymore
I can't stay with him
And I can't tell him why
How to push him away? Or make him leave me
I'm hurt am badly hurt
But can't hurt him
But he wants to stay 
He'll not leave me at any cost until I act mean or cold..I don't know how am I gonna pretend and do that..I'm ready to even do that for both of us
Just help me out to push away the only person who truly ever loved me 😢
I don't know how weird it's sounding
Just please don't ask me the reason can't tell it here 🥺
Please help 🥺

Love

Relationships are so difficult

Other

There's a rumour i Heard about me in college is ki mei logon ki friendship tudwata hoon🤷
Jiski vejeh se mei college hi nhi jata🙂

College

When you love someone truly like they mean everything to you... and they got hurt and misunderstanding you for your actions which were not actually meant to be the way they're thinking. And when you try to explain them or talk to them to sort things out, they aren't even willing to listen to you, instead hurting you badly bcoz of their pain and anger. The more you're trying to talk to them the more you're getting hurt inreturn (literally the worst kind of hurt you had ever been) no matter how many times you go back leaving your self-respect. And yet after all this you still love them. What do one should do??? I'm heavily stuck between being hurt and reaching love.

How many of you spend more time
In these apps 

Now&Me Thinks

में तो तेरे नाल ही रहना जी 
हर गम तेरे संग सेहना जी
जो जग से कहा ना जाए, वो
मुझको बस तुझसे कहना जी

Music

So background story : i had breakup few months ago and since then i am always suffering we both live far away now.
So Yesterday my ex came to surprise me i got shocked and felt awkward meeting him . I felt exited that he came to see me on the way but when he left he kissed me on my forehead and cheek don’t know what should i understand from this? Is this his love? But if really had loved me so he shouldn’t had came back to meet me. I literally got disturbed. Also I appreciate his efforts but now how does it matter. anyways he is not going to marry me or be back with me. I am quite disturbed. How will i move on if he does this kind of things. don’t know how to react am just too emotional. 

Its hard for me to make friends cause im tired of getting used and betrayed or have guy friends catch feelings and make it akward i feel so lonely idk what to do...ive been into this game called Twisted Wonderland and want friends who are into it and we can talk and fangirl about it but im scared ill be too much or not good enough...i want friends but in scared im someone who has never been considered "friend material", i dont want to be a bother to anyone...

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