Real beauty is to be true to oneself. That's what makes me feel good.

Solo traveller 

Aman 

always be true to everyone . not only to the person you love or like 

If you speak the truth that can hurt me, We can be a friend's 🥂

Affirmations

I wish he would talk to me more than once a month

Friends

 I don't know why i don't feel anything like anything for like past two years i know something is wrong with me bit i don't know few months back I had a break up and i know i loved him alot but i didn't feel anything am i the only one in the world who doesn't feel anything

Love

I miss being held, being touched, being kissed,
being said he loved me. They were all good... the
cuddles, the giggles, the hugs…the ultra tight mid
sleep hugs he gave, the way he looked at me, the
way I felt, the way I looked at him, the way that
made me feel, the way he smelled, the way I tried
to smell all over him, the way he tasted, the way I
touched his face…caressing his two eyes, biting his
ears, kissing his nose, playing with his hair, hiding
my face in his neck, sleeping on his chest, and then
he hugs again, the way we closed our eyes while
kissing, the way we giggled while kissing...!!! 
< 
The way I feel now, all abandoned! Yes it's all less,,
lesss than the tears he made me shed!

But Yes, INTIMACY is a thing for sure🤌
(Ok.. WAS a thing for me!!)

Mental Wellbeing

I cannot study these days. I find it difficult to study or read anything. I just watch web-series and pass my time and do not want to do that. Can anyone suggest me how can I make myself study more often.

"Are you my best friend
Feel's like a river's rushing through my mind
I wanna ask you
If this is all just in my head
My heart is pounding tonight
I wonder

If you
Are too good to be true
And would it be alright if I
Pulled you closer"
_sweet night by V🥺



Music

Hi. I want to share something. Please help me out if possible. I got a job after 3 years gap. I joined in that company a month back. The day I have joined, from then on I was never happy. Its been 38 days of no happiness. I cry daily. I have anxiety. Doctor said I’m in depression. The company’s laptop and voice  of trainer scares me so much, that I cry. There’s training for 10hrs, after that exam daily and an assignment. I hate this routine. I want to quit but thats how most IT companies work right? If I can’t survive here then will I ever survive in this industry. I lost appetite. The salary credit doesn’t even excite me. There is some unexplainable fear in me that kills me, wants to shout out loud that I dont want to do it. But when people are struggling to get a job, here I am crying having a job. I don’t know what I like to do. I hate this job. If I can’t survive here will I ever survive anywhere? The frustration comes out in tears. If I say it to anyone, they say thats how everyone is working. Thats how life is, is this how life is? Is this how one’s life is defined? I’m at a stage where I dont want to meet anyone anymore. People coming to meet me or call me gives me anxiety. I HATE THIS JOB but its the same everywhere. What should I do? Few people said me to continue for prestige matters. Luckily my parents said me to not force myself but enjoy the whole process. The company tries me day in and day out. 38 days of disturbed sleep, no happiness, anxiety, cluelessness. What should I do? Please tell me. At one point I couldn’t take it and thought of self harming too as I couldn’t bare the pressure. But got reminded of my family. Even my family is feeling low seeing me. Will quitting this job do? But its same everywhere right? What should I Do? If I take up freelancing, then do I have to meet people there too? What should I do? 

Anxiety

I know what I need to do to make my life better. Why can’t I still do it? 
I know no one else can do it for me or make me. I just am unable to do it despite knowing what I’m supposed to do. 

Career

"Absolute" is an illusion .
"Tends to" is invisible reality .....

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