⚠️Rant~
I messed up at my workplace too
Idk how to face them. I can’t.😖😖 Bad first impression. And my senior explained very calmly what happens in starting goes on for the whole year n all. But I am not understanding anything here. I just cry like everyday. I have su!c!dal thoughts. But I can’t help it anywhere anymore.
Since it’s wfh, so I do things slowly on my pace, I do work. I do study. I only give my time trying to understand. But they don’t know I am trying hard too, what do I tell them? I was feeling depressed, overwhelmed, failure, anxiety, so I am active on communicated what I did , social anxiety? so can’t talk to my teammates. I struggled. I survived? Still do.
Universe, just take my breath away or do a miracle to make it smooth for me. Will wait. I am doomed here. She will ki…ll me in front of everyone.
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