random but YOO DURGA PUJA IS COMING AJDJFJ.. idk but when covid happened i thought all those excitement went away but damn after everything coming back to normal i'm feeling the excitement again, ALSO NAVRATRI IS COMING TOOO 

Nandini 

suraj

iiamtarun

So true, Even im excited for Durga Pujo :)

3am Thoughts

My job makes me feel my life is not worthy of living😞, I want divorce from my job, but 1st I gotta  get a new husband🤷‍♀️

Career

I used to be an independent and confident career person, but a lot of things have changed in the last 2 years. I got married and moved to a new country where I can no longer work due to visa restrictions, so I am pursuing my masters here (due to the pandemic everything is online) . After marrying the love of my life after being in LDR for 4 years I thought this would be the happiest I will be, but I am afraid the happiness is fading away and the fear of being totally dependent on someone has kicked in. Even though I have super supportive husband and total freedom here, I have lost my self confidence and always second doubt myself. I am not sure if this is due to being currently unemployed or changing country of residence. Too many changes too soon. Not sure how to gain back my self confidence and self worth again...

Self Esteem

Kaabhi phone chalate chalate muh par gira hai

So my offline college will start soon... Idk when... I am doing an internship. It's my first month and I am planning to leave it next week. Because I am not able to manage my studies with it and I am preparing for competitive exams as well... So I am not getting much time for preparation... It's giving only 5k 🙂 

So like should I continue it or leave it ?

Job Dissatisfaction

Day 3 of self journal -
Ee roju chepdam antey... chepadaniki em ledu anipistundi...bokka laaga....em Pani cheykunda rojantha bed meedha dorlitey alaney untadi ...self Regret 

What's your body count and how do you feel about it?

YOLO


I feel like shit. I want to cry but I can't. I don't know what is happening to me. There is a volcano of feelings inside me and I fear that it will erupt anytime soon. 
How I wish it was easy to deal with people. There is a saying that the people you surrounds, affects your energy and it's more likely that you will become like them. And I believe that. Because when I surround myself with ambitious and open minded people, I feel great, confident and excited about my own aspirations. I wish the same would apply around small minded people but that is definitely not the case. 
I'm someone who has goals. I have the clarity of what I want. I believe I'm quite organized about my life. Toxic people do ruin life. It's a statement that we cannot deny. The problem that I'm currently facing is short mindedness. I HATE SHORT MINDED people. I feel irritated, angry, makes me cringe, feel like crying and makes me want to kill that person. They really have the talent of getting into your nerves. I came to the understanding that you can't deal with these people, no matter what you say or do. Because they have a typical mentality that would never change. One of the worse things of these people are the fact that they believe in stereotypes. They cannot think independently. And, of course they know it all. You can't argue with them because they fucking don't listen. Their mind is so narrow that you will find that they keep repeating the same things again and again. There is nothing new with them. If you say something that does not match their beliefs, they will say that you still have to learn. They will make you feel petty and stupid just to prove they are right and you are wrong. They just can't stop talking. They don't even try to think or understand someone else's perspective. They are always right and you are the stupid one. Living with such kind of people, and constantly seeing them every day is too hard. Sometimes they would say the most absurd thing and I would be like, why? Why are there short minded people and the fact that I can't share that with anyone is worse. My feelings are mine and I really can't do anything about it. I think I just need to find some way to deal with it. 



Conflict

How do you know if someone is lying about their age?

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