random @thelostone
Pushing people away
Giving them reasons to leave
Thinking I don’t deserve them
Alone is what I’m meant to be,
But when they finally do
Blaming them for leaving me
For not putting as much efforts
As i think they should have in this,
Does it make me a psychopath?
For doing this unintentionally
Or am i just a difficult guy
Full of insecurities,
Hard to find people
Even harder to keep
Am i destined to be alone?
Or the idea of finding
Happiness in someone
Just a myth
That fools like me
Keep believing in.
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