Posted about something yesterday and got a few replies and wanted to connect too but still no msg or anything..

It's just people say they will talk and won't respond later ... That's it

Yeah, feels like I'm not worthy of having friends 💔

I too hate that, most of the connections I found here (I'm not blaming anyone, they might be busy with something else) only lasts a day. It makes me sad 🙂💔

Confusion

Guys I am feelinh terrible for kinda cheating on my boyfriend. Its a long relationship and our parents are involved. There’s no way I can tell him or consider a break. I feel horrible and angry all the time. I know its wrong, completely wrong. but the damage is done. What do I do now

Frustration

I am gay and i kind of told to my parents once about this but they kind of ignored that part and are saying ki tu jaisa bhi hai hamara hai.What to do?

Insecurity

Yha hello post karne par bhot Ripley ate hain but kisi ki problem kon sunta hin 

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Indian youth kabhi aisa nhi tha  uske dil me ram aur akho me poorvajo ka tej tha 

3am Thoughts

Life's lost all colors. 

We met a few months before covid hit the world. There was some serious tension between us, the good kind. It was exciting. We both felt it but we both ignored it, or tried to. 

She was beautiful. But she had something lurking in the shadows. Something she kept hidden from me. I didn't quite know what, but there was something. 

Things built up, we started talking, texting all night, and things were really speeding up. That's when one day, I realised she already was in a relationship. I wondered why she led me on. Maybe she didn't and it all was in my mind, I thought. But as it turns out, she definitely did. 

She had a certain quality about her. She was a tad disrespectful towards me. One day, when i just couldn't take her bullshit, I confronted her about it and I cut her out of my life. I never even looked at her, forget speaking to her. That went on for months. She kinda learned her lesson. But she never did apologize. 

Covid hit, we went back home, different states. One day, she texted me again. The bond that was lost, rekindled. We started talking again. It was about the same time as when I came out of a casual relationship with someone else. We hit it off well. Really well. 

We began dating, a long distance relationship started. We spent days and nights texting and calling each other. We grew too close. Somewhere down the line I probably forgot why I once had cut her out of my life. 

It came back to hit me hard one day. She used to fight a lot, incessant bickering. I used to let it go because she was adorable, or maybe I was blinded by love. I was not respected in this relationship. I let her go away with a lot of things. 

She was a girl who had a rough childhood, her father passed away early. She was destroyed by her ex emotionally. I came into her life and gave her happiness, and put a smile on her face. 

Because she had a rough past, I was more accommodative of her negatives. I guess I did love her. 

But there's a limit to everything. Just when things start to go well, she used to do something that hurt me. Fights always sparked no matter how well things went. 

It was an anniversary. I sent her a thoughtful gift, a handwritten note and played her a song. She was happy. 

But out of the blue, things went bad, I honestly don't even know what the reason was this time. I did not speak to her for a month. One day I realised she resigned from the office we worked at together, and I had no clue. I asked her, and she said "I didn't think you'd care to know". 

That's when I knew things are not right here. I decided to end the relationship forever. It hurt me bad that she continued to keep things hidden from me. I couldn't trust her anymore. 

Here I am today, in tatters. Life once had colors, and then a toxic relationship happened.

Breakup

Well I got one question is being introvert a crime?? Is it?? This society call us mentally ill they force us to socialize why?? I don't socialize alot I feel very uncomfortable and I can't do anything about it and I have the right to choose with whom I should talk and with whom not my family members call me that I'm too proudy about myself I'm overconfident and I think that I'm the best that's why I don't socialize but it's not the case I have insecurities too I tried to become an extrovert once but I got hurt alot  I fell into depression after going through all these shits I got trust issues now people call us phycopaths its not fair now I do sometimes socialize when I feel liltle comfortable but that's kinda rarely happens but why do I always need to force myself to socialize with others?? Why?? Specifically this indian society I don't get it leave us alone we have our own rights

Social Anxiety

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omg I had an amazing day like just yess it was awesome and like nothing bad happened...positive vent :D i think my first on here but yay also still no self h@rm so yay :)))) and today i wasn't feeling fat or ugly or anything so 10/10 day today! (Hope your day is going alright!)

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