Career

I was finally getting on track. I was finally getting shit done. I kinda had a feeling that things would go south. We were given an entire week off to get studying done. And I wasn’t able to finish any of my backlogs, because midweek, I came down with horrible fever. I have to start from square one now and I am so anxious. There are so many things which are occupying my mind 

3am Thoughts

My cat exam is very close and i am shit scared of the quant(maths) section. I don't know why this is happening to me as i was a topper in maths in school. I really don't know what to do

Work

I had my result today of school 
I was so scared 

Exam

It's just that my boards are coming up and I'm worried like anything else right now. I really don't know if I can even make it. Im trying a lot to keep my stress under control but cleary failing 🙂

Stress

Hi everyone I have my eco board exam tomorrow 12th HSC and I just can't get over my family issues my family isn't ready to understand that my exams are imp and I haven't studied the whole year ik that it's my fault but when I'm ready toh study and cover up why are they bringing other topics that are not related to my studies and my career I don't understand how to explain all of this to y'all I'm just highly stressed and idk why all this is happening during my exams my life and my family situation is very complicated to explain now but because of these issues my one paper was not very good idk what marks will I score in that subject and if I score less then also I'll get all the scoldings because I didn't score well 
My mother is not talking to me since 9 days now and idk what to do i hardly have friends....I just want someone to talk to me for sometime pls thodi der hi sahi shayad ek para bhi help karega but pls help me sometime

Depression

Tomorrow is my last board exam and i can't even focus because of all my past traumas ,idk if I'll pass or if i will fail 

I have my exam today. But i am not nervous for that (benefits of online exams). 
My boyfriend is really busy with life and that is affecting me a lot. I dont show it to him, but not talking to him makes me sad. 

I have been studying for almost 12 hours since morning (with breaks in between). Completed studying for today. Now when I try to watch my favourite series of play my favourite games, I'll not that interested. Is this something like a writer's block ? How do I reset my brain ?

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