Please help me i Don't wanna call my partner but i kept calling him and he kept ignoring them i feel pathetic..

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I feel like i have already lost it i kept begging for his time  i kept telling him to call me msg me and when i say something he just say mujhe tujse baat ni krni hath jodta ja ...and even after this i kept calling him after telling him i going u wont call he must have started taking me as a joke i feel horrible 

Tum dono mujhe call kr liya kro yar.. mera avi recent breakup hua hy i mean few months ago. Aur mai v use last 2-3 months se regular sham me call karta hu despite I'm blocked by her but still in hope ke wo man jaye.. it's better hum 3no ek dusre ko call krke apne batte share kr sakte hy if you guys are comfortable then .. 

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Exhausted

Anybody brokeup this feb ?

Love

I am struck 

Failure

Suraj ashth ho gya...
Ab aayi chand sitaaron ki baari...
Phir aayi baari panchiyon ke ghosle ki taraf jaane ki baari aayi...
Phir aayi sabke aapne aapne ghar jaane ki baari aayi...
Phir aayi baari aapne ghar ke chatt pe laith ke aasman ke sitaaron ko dekhne ki....✨✨

(btw the harmony color of sky gives peace🌿)

3am Thoughts

Is it obvious when you love someone admire someone you have to obey their wrong paths without questioning 

Anxiety

Life feels unfair sometimes 🙃

Life

Happy Friday y'all!! I hope everyone had a wonderful week. It’s time for another Roses and Thorns!

//- If you haven’t read my previous posts, Roses are good things that have happened to you this week, and Thorns are bad things that happened to you -//

//- Again, if you want, you can post your own Roses and Thorns in the comments. I promise to respond to every one! 🖤 -//

Rose: The first episode of Falcon and Winter Soldier came out today and it was SO FREAKING GOOD! I absolutely loved it, and I can't wait until next week for the next episode to air. 🖤

Thorn: I worked really hard on this art project of mine, but I didn't get the greatest grade, and I just feel kind of upset because I really was hoping to get a really good grade because it's art class, and it's supposed to be easy, but I didn't. I mean, it wasn't a horrible grade. It was almost a 90, but still. I feel like I should have gotten a better grade on it. 

I hope that you all had a great week, and I hope that you have an even better weekend. Until next week my dudes!

~🖤~🖤~🖤~🖤~🖤~

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Mental Wellbeing

Really stressed out with my life. Don't know where I'm heading to and what I'm hustling for. Just repeating everything everyday. Feeling life is too fucked up. My friends probably coz I can't answer a mssg.


I taught my cousin sister is sexually unsatisfied even she is married her age is 26 and her hus age 37 she used to watch porn also. I thinked this way due to her desire she used to move close to me i felt uncomfortable im a shy and innocent guy i think she is that kind of girl but never crossed my limit, to know what she is thinking i misbehaved with her she used behave normal even getting close, after that her parents passed away she gone into depression and i too so i taking care of her and her sister i saw she is getting close with my brother in law i felt worried why she keep moving close with her i taught she may make relationship with my brother in law , or any person if she do i think she will ruin both families and i decide to ask her and im very shy guy don’t know this type of things and said to her i got feeling on you becz ur moving close to me like and she said no i felt so mad hw she is thinking mad about i got into depression and porn addicted and misbehaved with her multiple time when i apologies she used to talk to me but i never changed my mind i used to keep hurting her and felt sad if she not talking to me i felt so sad and when she talking to me i ignored her later i realizes and tries to talk with her she avoids me , one she caught me spied on her in bathroom and tell to my sis and mom they taken me to therapist he said this is common don’t be depressed like this but how can i do this to my sister she is already in pain , i overthinked about her and i depressed and now im in this stage where i don’t want to live . Why im not kind of person why i behaved like this im hating myself , she is not talking to me im feeling like hell , i loves her so much but its gone another way , i used to care her so much but now everything has changed , iam feelings bad for my behavior hw she is thinking hw bad she felt when i do this hw much she gone into stress and hw bad she felt i missed the girl who loves me so much , i loses her trust how can i get her trust again she used to care for me even i misbehaved with see hw much she care for me, i behaved like this im hating myself , i hurted the first person in my life ,my overthinking has taken me to this situation, im hating my life

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