Please help me i Don't wanna call my partner but i kept calling him and he kept ignoring them i feel pathetic..

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I feel like i have already lost it i kept begging for his time  i kept telling him to call me msg me and when i say something he just say mujhe tujse baat ni krni hath jodta ja ...and even after this i kept calling him after telling him i going u wont call he must have started taking me as a joke i feel horrible 

Tum dono mujhe call kr liya kro yar.. mera avi recent breakup hua hy i mean few months ago. Aur mai v use last 2-3 months se regular sham me call karta hu despite I'm blocked by her but still in hope ke wo man jaye.. it's better hum 3no ek dusre ko call krke apne batte share kr sakte hy if you guys are comfortable then .. 

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Exhausted

I have given up on myself but not you. 
So don't you dare to give up on yourself
Do you hear me ? Don't you ever give up on yourself, never and j say never. Live , love and fly. The whole world is waiting for you spread your wings and fly 
Fly as far as you can from everyone. I have prayed to all the god in this even though I don't belive I did for you so don't fail me. Do you understand? Don't fail me please. It's the last wish I made it's the last I want to be true . Don't fail me. 

Affirmations

I'm not fine.

Depression

I'm feeling extremely hurt and angry right now!!
Why do people misunderstand or don't want to understand even when I haven't said a word and they are the hypocrite, coward ones?
Or why are they so selfish?
I really wanna..... Arghhhh... 

Frustration

Today I lost my kitten. I hope his soul may rest in peace. I don't know what went wrong and where it wrong but he is no more. I can't express the pain im feeling I don't know how to cope up with this pain. At some point of time I'm feeling that I'm the reason for this. 
I miss you Jani, love you alot. You are the one who gave company to me when no one is there. You are the one who lighten up soul and bring joy to home. Why did you left me? Why did this happen to me? Why did God allowed to happen this? I'm hating myself just with the thought that may be at one point of time I'm the reason for that you are no more with me.

Pets

Hi everyone,
I am in a confusion.
There's a wedding of my uncle at my hometown. My parents want me to ho too. But I kind of don't want to and kind of do. I am getting fomo for not going. But the only thing that bothers me when I go there is all the talks about getting me married ( i mean WTF, I am just 22) maybe because I fall the eldest in my generation, but still yuckkk. All these talks about people who are near to strangers talking and influencing my parents over my future bothers me alot. And I am not the most let go type of person. It affects my mood, it affects me, I get angry when I go there, all because of the backward mindset of everyone over there , I mean naam ka modernization, it's too much patriarchal mindset and we haven't been raised like that. My parents don't see any issues or problems with how the relatives are and react but I do and I have a problem with that because they are my elders and I don't want to disrespect people I meet once in a blue moon in any way.
On the flip side, I want to see my granny (who is also similar) but I will get busy with my own life and whatever they say I think it's not everytime we get to meet. She is aging day by day, and I really do want to visit there because of all the good sides, the love and affection i get at the same place.
One of my issues is that I am veryyy indecisive. Need your help to analyse with the practical and emotional sides. Please do if you can.


Confusion

Can you all help me that how we should approach people so  we can be friends coz due to my introvert nature I'm unable to move out from that circle Im also interested in online friendships especially with girls coz I also want a girlie group whom I can share but I'm a dumb and idk how to even start a conversation 

3am Thoughts

I'm addicted to being alone...
It feels like i can't love anyone or to get attached with anyone....
Is there a solution...?😶

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