People will always tell you who they think you are but you should only believe in what you are.

Damn right. It's all that matters because this is MY LIFE not theirs. 

Other

I am just so sad.. 
I am losing at life, I have everything but still nothing Its like drowning in my own hell.

Addiction

Any suggestions on books related to psychotherapy? 

3am Thoughts

it's my finals week and I'm so mentally drained and physically tired which i can't get myself to do literally anything , i can't get myself even to care about my grades at the moment and so miserable at the same time I feel like I'm a total disappointment to everyone 
and i feel like i should punish myself by not eating food 
it has not even been a year since my depression was completely treated and i feel like it's coming back...i don't want that happen

Mental Health

My heavy heart

Most people show up when there is a crowd to watch them and support them. Very few show up when nobody is there for them. Very few become great. Coincidence?

Growing Up

I am tried of showing that I am strong no I am not I am not strong I need to cry but I can't I think if I started crying then I will end up crying for everything I am tried of being there for everyone I need someone who will be there for me just need a tight hug or some caring words like don't worry I am here for you even if you failed I will support you I know you are doing great please one person who will understand that I am not showing attitude it's my defense mechanism to get hurt please don't leave me I am human too I feel pain too when I see that people talk nicely with me just for my money or just so that I will help them freely I don't care about that but I do deserve a thank you a pure smile
Please God I can't live alone in the family of 6 I can't feel alone in the crowd

You know when someone asks me what I really wanna do in life. The only things that comes to my mind is that " I dont wannna live anymore, I just wanna d*e." This is literally the only thing I want. I am tired of this so much. I want this horrible nightmare to end. I just dont wanna go though every day waiting for somethings that are never going to happen. Why. 

Life

No one belong to anyone here , even if it happens
they are my family ❤️

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