People who pretend that you don't matter to them are the ones desperately in need of you. 

I disagree with that I think everyone who wants to be a part of your life will show that they want you around 

Relationships

i kinda wish i was dead

3am Thoughts

Do y'all girls like guys with abs and muscles or nerds?

Be honest please :⁠-⁠)

I’m thinking about telling my doctor about my self harming. I started prozac 7 weeks ago and I started to self harm early December, I don’t want my doctor to think I’m crazy and separate me from my parents I don’t want to forcefully be put in a psychiatric center. 

Self Harm

I'm 24 and never had a boyfriend. I usually ask the guys I like out, but I haven't been reciprocated yet. I know I'm not perfect, but I do have very close friends that tell me I am a really cool girl. I've questioned myself if the lack of interest is because of the way I look. I'm starting to think that maybe I'm just not lovable?? Is this normal?? Is there something wrong with me? 

I hate my self I hate the people a round me  they keep make me feel priceless , I did everything in my life till this moment because of my father she carried a huge load more than her small hands and for her good heart , yes everything I did and do for her to make her rest , she struggle alot to make me and my other sister in good position , but our country is now hard than before I really feel bad about myself I tried to help myself and my mother every time I fall and another failure . 
I don't know tried alot finally I thought that this life is not suitable for me it's hurt it's hard it's keep make me feel priceless .I don't know what to do 
Is suicide solutions ? 
I don't know what to do 
I feel nothing 
I feel powerless 
And completely depressed 

Depression

I am trying so hard to not become someone and in that way I lost myself and coz of that i created a great ruckus in my social life and someof my frnds were hurt bcoz of me and i feel guilty now and I can't bring myself to have a normal conversation like other people normally and I am kinda people pleasor and so on I am afraid show my true feelings and i can't accept my past self and present one also

I've my maths pre board exam tomorrow and I'm just too weak in maths. I really don't want to attend but I'm just forced to. The teacher just demotivates and insults me a lot. It is unbearable. Can someone please suggest me what to do. I've been crying about this since a couple of days now

Anxiety

Hello everyone!!
Just want to vent :)

Last year, I lost my uncle who I loved dearly. It has been a very hard time for me and my whole family. I still can't look at his pictures without tears in my eyes. Whenever someone mentions him or about the things he wanted, honestly, I cry. It just hurts knowing that someone who used to live in the same house, talked to you so lovingly, bought you whatever you needed and never missed a chance to bring happiness into your life can now never be there anymore and can never do anything anymore. Currently I'm staying at home where he lived with my grandparents and other family members and trust me it's hard going through everyday missing someone's presence.💔 I still find glimpses of him all around the house and the street. Many things remind me of him. I just miss him a lot.

Now this year, doctors are saying that we might lose my grandmother by the end of this year or maybe earlier. I'm just pissed now. I mean why God? Why are you doing this to us? She was the most active person even in old age just a year back. Now you made her condition that unstable that people are counting her days? And wasn't taking my uncle enough for you?

Now last night, I got a call from my friend. She wasn't able to speak properly because she's sick. She told me to meet her as soon as possible because she thinks that "uske din Kam bache hn" (few days are left for her). I scolded her and shut her up because I didn't want her to get discouraged like that. She told me about her condition and I have been pretty scared for her since then because the situation can turn out to be worse than it seems. I am really helpless as I'm out of town. I just wanna go meet her and hug her 😭. She went for tests and I wish her test results to be positive.

Don't you think God is playing with me?
I am tired of all this
I don't want to lose anyone 🙂

Just pray for everything to get better:)




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