People talk bad about me on my face knowing well I was on medication just some months back because of these.
Maybe that's what life is supposed to be.

People always make fun of our miseries. Stay away from such people. They are not real.

Hope

I feel like jumping on the back of train, hanging onto it and just wait until the next stop. Wind in my face and that rush of adrenaline going through my body. 

Memories

what is the point of struggling in life when you are going to die someday?

Life

wtf wont now&me let me delte my accoutn

Now&Me Thinks

Why is being a human so difficult.
Why is filled with thing that you do that you don't want to do. 
Why are most relationships in life so traumatizing, and by relationships I mean with my parents, nothing over the top. 

Every second of every day my parents are disappointed in me from the bottom of thier heart. 
Yes I was supposed to move out, but I have cat and a dog whom I love beyond anything and love me back. 
And I'm not able to move out, not because I will miss them. Nobody understands those two babies like I do, no one will be able to extend the empathy I do to those two beautiful souls. 
Yes I could take them with me, but finding a place with roommates okay with dogs and cats and the right space and rehabilitation for them might be too much. They have huge garden to play and poop and pee. And my cat is an outdoor cat. 
So I'm trying to stay with my family. 
But every day it makes me want to give up. But how can I leave my babies. 

My parents really are decently nice people but not so good parents. 
I think my father is filled with more ego than love, he needs to be right all the time. 

When I do move out I don't think I ever will have the need or want to talk to him ever in my entier life. 

Parenting

I am feeling very very suicidal rn and tbh just having a blade in my other hand and my devils are calling to cut my wrist 😫😫😫😫

Self Harm

A small stupid problem I have~  it really is an extremely minor problem btw

So there is something I don't want to share or let someone have it but a person I see everyday says she wants to make a trade jokingly (but I know she meant it and might ask again seriously also she has a perfectly fine one but wants mine bc it looks better) I still don't want to do that but like I said I see her everyday and don't wanna cause problems and I'm probably overthinking about something so small I could just give up and feel a ugly without causing problems or be a bitch about it and ruin a few things between us but I kinda really don't wanna give it up butttttt :') 

So pls give me advice, polite ways to say no or if I should say yes lol idk what to do 

Overthinking

Why do we have to ask for being loved why does god not put us with the person with the same energy why do we suffer 
without the feeling of love or emotions the one who feels more suffers more but my question is why can't people just say it on their face if they are not ready to do the same other person would not get hurt but know first they will show u all the dreams and starts and then break u for once and all.... people are getting damaged internally because of all this whether its family friends whoever it may be its getting tough to get love around u everyone wants love but no one is ready to do the same thing 

3am Thoughts

Feeling too low, tired and off.... I don't know why, none of friends replies me now...Maybe they are busy. But I m not sure, they r too busy as if they can't even reply for a message.. Who knows I m bored for them now. Life really sucks..! 

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