People say “you’re always smiling, you’re always laughing.” Yeah…. I’m doing that to comfort you. So you know nothings wrong with me, so you don’t start asking me questions. But deep inside I know I am alone, that pain is stuck with me. I know that pain isn’t going to leave me. Now I’m just going to learn how to deal with it. 

Yes obviously one day it's gonna be better! That vibe will be more than satisfactory. I wish we all get better. :-)

Pain doesn’t go away.It evolves into other things.I don’t know your situation so can’t really comment but this i can say.Healing comes from evolution of pain.Try focusing on healing even if it comes through exploring your pain repeatedly 

3am Thoughts

I'm feeling better? School ended so I'm relieved but i am nervous of failing.
I also started writing books? It helps my stress i guess.

Happy

This is what I hate the most. Being nauseous after a long drive 🤢 it's totally sickening anddddd ugggghh after eating hot cup of noodles it's still here. But it subside somehow. 

Travel

Every time I get overwhelmed, I have this urge to do something new. A tattoo, piercing, or new hair color. 

I don't know how to get rid of the urge. 
I know where it comes from, but not how to replace it. 

Depression

I worry too much. About everything and everyone. I overthink everything. I cant stop. I am depressed myself. Have too much anxiety to deal with and have major suicidal urges. I have the urges under control but I think I've reached a point where I am projecting my feelings on others, on people close to me. I worry if my younger brother is suicidal or depressed. I know for a fact that my dad is depressed but just doesn't share it with the family. I wonder if he's suicidal. And I cannot keep up with the thought of losing someone close to me. It makes me wonder if my dad is suicidal. I am most probably overthinking but I HATE IT. I HATE THESE THOUGHTS. I CANT GET OVER IT. MY BRAIN JUST WONT STOP. IT SUCKS. I don't think anything you guys comment below will make a difference to me, am not trying to be rude but I just don't have it in me to believe the things y'all are gonna say.   

Suicidal Ideation

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Friends

I'm having an argument involving a friend in my friend group, and I shared my thoughts with another friend I considered close with in the same group, only for him to show it to the rest of the group and antagonize me for what has been said. Tried to explain my position further and talk it out with him but he just left me on seen. the argument with the initial friend resolved and we are now on good terms, but it sucks that someone who I thought would at least hear me out or try to understand the entire situation before taking a side would completely ditch me like this. I understand that he's a lot closer to the other friend than he is to me, I guess I just don't feel like this is fair. 

Frustration

Don't get me wrong, I love my grandma but, it's hard not to have a helper around. My granda has a lot, and I mean, A LOT of needs and wants in her life and I'm still in my mid-20's trying to live my life. I'm still trying to figure out what to do with my life due to this pandemic. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts