Girlfriend

Anyone talk to me I'm frustrated right now 

3am Thoughts

Ah! I wanna hold her hand in this rainy day. 

#unknownshe

Life

Frustrated

It's been 5 months since she left, but i still stalk her, i still see her last seen.I don't know why i m doing this till now, maybe cause I care about her too much, but i want to to stop doing it, i really want to move on now cause I m really tired of this pain and suffering of heartbreak.
Wherever I go i search for her, i have forgotten how to enjoy life....
Im never present at the moment I m always lost in the memories...
I can't say it to anyone so I let it all out here.

It's my first time to be in a relationship it's been 5 days to be exact since we are together and I am trying so hard to work on our relationship the thing is she only talk at night cause she said she busy and it's always me who msg her she don't even bother to msg me and since 2 days she is not even replying my texts it's not like o forced her or something to be in a relationship she asked me out and I said yes idk what to do this relationship seems like waste to me should I breakup because I already confronted her about her busy schedule and all she just said sorry...

Breakup

❓Why did my girlfriend do this to me❓

I wanted to ask her (on phone) if I wanna come over to her place. but she wouldn’t let me. a few days ago she told me that her parents were going outta town somewhere.

I indicate to her why I want to come over. She knows it. She wouldn’t tell me what’s going on. I don’t know maybe her neighbors are aware or something? She was alone all by herself for hours.

But she told me this “if you think about it that way you would be mentally sick” (in an affectionate manner and voice)

She knew what I meant by telling her that I want to come over. She loves me a lot.

Anyway, what did she mean by that quote?

“if you think about it that way you would be mentally sick”

Relationships

Its short story of mine where i fall in love with a girl to whom i was dating  and she was my only and only one friend to whom i have shared my too many secrets and we were dating for around 2 years. I love her so much and she love me too .But i know why she started making distance with me. Means she doesn't give reply on time . When i asked her she sad . She was ill and she does this continuesly for 3 months then i thought i should leave it and move on but after that she came back to me after 3 months and even after she came back i am not getting that vibe. So i was angry for 2 days . She messaged me for continuously 2 days and then she stopped try and now we broke up and i today  got here call recording and i found out for 3 months she doesn't messag me but do call to my brother everyday at least 3 to 4 times and was busy for hours i haven't asked her about that anything about this. But  i am broken 😃😃i don't know what to do

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