People have no idea how much SAD sucks. Like the weather is gloomy, and my mood goes south instantly. The feelings of melancholia, passivity and a general sadness is so overwhelming. Being in bed and having hot beverages helps though.

Mental Health

Okay i have a question...should we speak with strangers...I mean in this app itself i got some random requests from people ..i mean they are good  ..but should I like continue speaking with them ??i don't even know them how can I get an attachment with them..i do have lots of trust issues..now when a person texts ..even though they are good i dont really reciprocate properly ...I like push them away from me..is that bad???

3am Thoughts

does any one else just get hit with sadness all of a sudden and it goes away? Some days are ok and then the next they’re not. 

Mental Wellbeing

I am procrastinating again and even though I have a lot to do I am not doing and i feel hopeless rn. 

Frustration

Today is the day I discovered that none of my dads care or love me...
My biological father left when I was born but we met a few times when I was little and I was talking with him. My step father is the one that raised me since I was 1yo, I used to love him when I was a child but in time he revealed his true self.
My step father abused me and almost raped me many times since I was 10 until 16, idk why would he do that because I have never wore something revealing (I don't even have what to reveal cause I'm flat af). Because of this I have always hoped that my biological father is somewhat better, and I have always wanted to believe that he at least cares about me even tho he never called or visit me. Today I found out that he doesn't even know how old I am...he literally said he doesn't consider me his daughter...like seriously!? When I heard that my heart literally shattered, all of my hopes left me and now I'm trying not to cry while writing this...I have always dreamed to have a loving father, a father who cares about me because I have never had one. I know that if I die right now none of my "fathers" will care, which is really sad but it's also the truth... 

Family

It's hard to admit but we can't solve every kinds of problems. Sometimes it just feels too much to bear myself. But when things are too tough I think of the faces who I love, and who love me. Shit truly happens and it might not change. But it's okay to fail and tumble. I hope we could stay strong and fly together, whatever's underneath the ground 🤍

Sometimes I don't find the purpose of my life and I am feeling the worst today.

Everything feels so unlight. No hope of a ray at all. I have started losing interest in everything that I always wanted to do.
I don't want to be negative but there is nothing positive I can think of. My business is not happening, I am losing my savings. Everything is going against the plan. I don't have friends whom I can talk to, also I don't want anyone to know about me, I feel I might give them a bad vibe. Meanwhile, my relationship is falling apart, it's on the edge. I am super disturbed.

I want to go in a deep sleep.

TIRED!

Adulting

hey!! anyone up for connection? some random topics and getting to knw hws life different at other side (male here)

Acquaintance

I...dont know what to write or from where to start I just know that I feel irritated every day, its like I'm in living underwater...suffocated, trying to scream but ofc no one can hear me , I used to be very fun nd chill person who loves to travel or trying something new with friends but now I'm like leave me alone, pushing myself away from everyone nd now I feel I have no friends or no more excite or fun in life

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