People have no idea how much SAD sucks. Like the weather is gloomy, and my mood goes south instantly. The feelings of melancholia, passivity and a general sadness is so overwhelming. Being in bed and having hot beverages helps though.

Mental Health

Hi everyone, I have been wanting to share this with someone for forever but I guess I don’t dare to do so face-to-face. I have been avoiding studies forever now and I have my exams next week. I want to study but am addicted to my phone. I say I will study every time but end up watching my phone instead. I have the best parents, and friends and I feel like I don’t deserve them. My willpower (in short me ) is the one that should be blamed and not my addiction. I am an escapist who is might disappoint everyone around her. Just wanted to share this somewhere (vent it out) Thanks if you read the problems that I created for myself.

Exam

Everything seems so dull and dark, it's like the world around me is slowly collapsing. Nothing seems enjoyable and i am losing interest in things that made me felt happy. Friends, games, family, outgoings it's all slowly drifting away from me. My heart is filled with pain, chest pumps with anxiety, eyes filled with emptiness,   brain with delusioned thoughts and countless emotions. I don't understand why do I have these all things so suddenly. Man a week i was so happy, but now i feel like I am losing myself in the spiral of overthinking. At just this present moment I feel strong surge of anxiety, all of a sudden i it felt like someone took away my oxygen for a min. I can't work, all the time i just lay on bed, just thinking when I would be same just like before. I wish all the times just to go back home, to my dog choco, to my cousins, just enjoy with them and do all the masti. Live, love, laugh.

Wanna chat with a girl here
Anyone would like to connect?

Friends

It's okay to wait for the person you love most in this world, even if he says he won't get back with you.

Breakup

I am having a complain with my colleague that she is a bitch who has shouted on me and I didn't do anything rather I have still kept and झेलो her, I am running and complain against her. Why I didn't do anything about this.

I am being righteous and dominating by being silent. I am losing my self expression and my vitality and peace of mind and my love towards people. 

I am dropping this conversation and I being a possibility of being straight. 





Colleague

Hey everyone .My ex blocked me month ago and now he unblocked me from every social sites and texted me that he cares about me and wants to be  friends with me .He said he blocked me  just so that I can move on from him ,he do  not want  to hurt me im the future as he said that.  I knew that he did not even love me when  we were in relationship than why he wants  to be connect with me ?  I am so confused ,he never loved me now he is pretending he cares for me 

Relationships

So guys when I was in my college I was trying very hard as I am very interested in  to start YouTube channel but back then I didnt know anything about it like many things we can do like that and what should I post and what to do , after that last year I have started it uploaded few videos about singing which I am interested but after that if I think about the topics what should I do as evryone are doing it I am feeling very shy to do it like speaking in front of camera and it could be about any topic explaining about it or telling your views or opinions I feel very shy and fear to express in front of camera, so after that till now I didn’t upload any videos in yt , but I love doing yt and this the situation I feel everyday , and feel that so should get ready to do it now like that as lazy , even I am getting shy , fear for making insta reels like inner feelings what now you will do this like not knowing what to do like that , clumsy and fear shy while I should do it aa now like that but I like doing it but I don’t know what to do …

Anxiety

Sorry for the emotional rant, but God knows I need to. so, here it goes...
I feel so shitty and down.
I'm someone who grew up staunchly believing in the idea of hopeless romance and now that I'm older, I realised I cannot be further from the truth. I fall for someone so easily but never receive the care and love back. I cannot take it anymore wondering if it's always going to be this way. I've heard many empty platitudes, I just want my mind to be at peace.

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