People change
Memories kill
Blue @whale
And it’s better to move on from that. It’s one of the lethal weapon our mind constructs for ourselves. I have been through this, and it still hurts. It’s difficult when people like your childhood friend or your own dad change and you find out that all this time I couldn’t see the reality
But I know it’s easy said than done, but please try to focus on your goal and other people in life that are close to you. Like in my case grandparents and my niece.
They deserve love too, they deserve your best smile too.
I wish you all good :)