3am Thoughts

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Cheating

So, I have always been someone who loves to hide their emotions, but my younger brother will be leaving for college soon and idk, I just feel so low right now. He has always been there, always around the house. Even when I went to college he was there, taking care of our parents, now he'll leave too. I just don't know, this is too much to take in. I hope it gets better. I love him way too much. And I hope the best for him. 

College

I really want to talk to someone, but I don't have anyone. Everyone must be busy witg their things. I can't share what I'm feeling. It's very disturbing. I can't even share it with my boyfriend, that I hurt myself today, what will I tell him, if he ends up asking me what happened, or what's wrong. 

Depression

“All you have is now.” 

Quotes

Any one up for talking

Acquaintance

I just want you to want me the way I want you.

Mai kya kahu , tum hi kahte raho
Aur mere unkahe alfaaz samjh jao bas itni khwaahish rahegi 
Na bhi samjho toh bas chalega, kehte raho tum. 

Feeling kinda numb kinda not at the same time. All I want to do is cry but I don't seem to know how to. I've been trying to feel emotional and cry by watching emotional shows which works at times and I can cry for a good whole 3 minutes but then I'm back to feeling the same crappy way. 

All I know is that I want to scream. Scream so loud that it echoes loudly. I'm really messed up with all the anxiety, stress and overthinking I really don't know what to do to find a lil bit of comfort.

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