Pehle pehal tujhe dekha toh dil mera dhadka haye dhadka dhadka haye
Jal jal utha hoon main shola jo pyaar ka, bhadka haye bhadka bhadka haye

Shanti pooja
Isi jhoomar kr neeche mile ghi uski lashhhh 

Bass iss ehesaas ko pyar main mat badalte dena... Bhat pain hoga ...u can't even imagine 

Music

I am just so tired of pretending like everything is FINE when it is not. I just have no motivation anymore i feel like no one would care if i just would do it. All i can think about is getting that blade and cut so deep that i can finnaly feel something. But i cant because i would just hate myself more and i am a swimmer so everyone would notice, and think i am crazy and wierd what should i do i really just wanna go and cutting is like my only escape. i cant do this anymore. 

Depression

Jashn koi hm pal pal barpa karte the,
Khush to nhi the lekin daawa karte the 

Jindagi kya thi 'saahukar' ke jaise thi
Hm kishto me karz chukaya krte the 

Hm sb to bhatke rahte the khwabo me,
Jo ki hmari neend me thahra karte the

Hmpe bujurgi chaai nhi so nhi kaha,
Hm aisa karte the  waisa karte the   

Chaahne walo ki najro ke jeeno pr,
Pahle chadhte the fir utra karte the

Sacchai ki ankho me hm daal ke dhool,
Khwaabo ko chup chup kr dekha krte the

Yu to the nhi hm sharmile,
Bs duniya daari se parda karte the   
   



3am Thoughts

Happy women's day to all the women out there. You are perfect as you are and you are loved. PS: Men, don't think I have forgotten all of you beautiful people and the way you are supportive of the women in your life. Love to all!

Love

Read this beautifully crafted post by anonymous here at N&M, that writes about stressful emotions, loneliness etc. It also says about making the present good, but I would like to add that we can't make the present good coz it's already good. The fact is our mind is created in such a way that it always amplify the negatives to such an extent that we fail to see the good. The solution is simple ie just enjoy the moment by going into it's depth, remove all the past and future thoughts. 
#staypositive

Compassion

I have been struggling with self-consciousness. I am overweight and I am trying to love the way I am . But I am finding it really hard to do so. I am also trying to loose weight but I get demotivated each time. I don’t know if I will ever overcome this. I look around and see girls my age being approached by guys or be in a relationship and I have never been in one so I blame the way I look. My friends and family try to convince me that I am beautiful the way I am but we all know that it’s not true. Still today there is the lid stigma that fat girls are not the attractive one . I try to get out of that but the small incidents that I go through on daily basis make me believe that it’s true.

Body Dysmorphia

Suggest a name for IG  page for poetry 

Feeling lonely and hopeless. Do i deserve a place in this world...

Lonely

Do you feel unaccomplished and a disappointment to everyone around you? I mean every time I talk to my father i feel like I've been such a waste of his resources. 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts