Loss

#KhudSeHaarGya Kuch waqt apne aap se laddne ke baad aaj khud se haar gaya na Maa baap ka Sahara mila.. jisse pyaar kia woh Haara dekh chodh ke chaldia.. kehne ko yaari bohot h lekin iss waqt sab kinaara liye apni manzil ko nikal liye.. dard baatne ke liye Sharaab kya peeli kambakht ek sharaabi ne mujhe sharaabi thera dia.. soch rha hu kisi raaste nikal jau kahi dur kisi nagar jaha koi mujhe na jaane na puche ki tune kya haara.. hassta hu khud pe yeh sochke ki woh insaan jisne apne aap ko bech dia sabki khushiyon ke liye uske muqaddar m Chand lamho ki khushi bhi naseeb na hui... 

Depression

I am missing someone whom i love most. But vo muze kab ka bhul gaya he. Why we trust someone? It hurts 

Breakup

Aaj abhi apni life ke bare me shuruat se likh rhi thi kaafi der ho gai likhte likhte hi laga ki wow mene itne emotional up and downs jhele he apni life me I am proud of myself. Fir mene college tak phuchkar chhod diya ki mere life ke experience ek post me nahi aaege abhi b me struggle kr rhi hu and I hope someday i will write my experiences in my autobiography or in a form of a book. Please wish me good luck for my good mental health with success. And yes apni nirasha ko durr krne ka ye bahut accha method h ki shuruat se sab likho apne aap ko jano ki ham kya chij h

Life

Aaj mere jese single ldke kya kr rhe h well mein toh bas pada hua hun bed par or bht lonely feel kr rha hun 🙃🙃🙃

Lonely

Being single don't bother too much but jab yaha now and me pe bhi logo ko dekhta hun ki ye dekho ex, bf, gf ke baare me puchh rahe dating not dating wale questions kr rhe apne experience bata rahe kaam se batau to ekdmm aisa lagta hai ki inke account khud band karwa du
🙄🙄


Terey dhokhey ney sajna mainu maar mukaya


Mai mar tey gai aan fir saa Kyu hai aaya
Jag nu rawaya Mai tainu hasaaya


Phir bhi palley kuch naiyyo aaya


Teri yaadan sahare Mai jee tey lawan gi


Ae zeher judai day pee tey lawangi
Ik gham tussi deeta sau gham aap paley


Sab kitta si apna Tere hawaley


Hun raatan nu yaadan di chawein baike
Mai tasbeeh Kara Tera naam laikey


Thak gaiyyan saaare Mai dukhde saike


Aavega mudke Gaya si tu kehke


Meri banjar akhiyan vich saawan lawaya


Te Mai hanjua di baarish vich Pyaar bahaaya


Tere dhokhe ney sajna mainu maar mukaya


Mai mar tey gayi aan fir saa Kyu hai aaya



3am Thoughts

Har pal ek hi lamha samne hota hai 
Wo pal jab tum mere samne hoti ho
Sab ese tham jata hai jase sab kisi ne rok diya ho
Kuch palo ke liye sahi wo ashash hota hai 
Ki hum tum kitne ek se hai 

Pal bhar ka gussa or itna Sara pyar 
Pal bhar ke mere liye rone or mere bhag ke gale laga lena 
Ye bachpana , ye pyar  sab kitna Soulja hua hai

Is hasi ka raaj tum , in aansu ke peechi ki tanhai tum ,
Is pyar ki haqdar tum , mere gusse ke haqdar tum 
Sab kuch tumse hai tumpe khatam 
Bus ye hi pal jo bus ruk jae 

Wahi ruk je , 
Zindagi naptol ki tarha hai kuch leti hai to utna kuch deti hai 
Sabko equal karne ke liye 
Jo ho acha ho ache ke siva kuch na ho sab ye hi mante hai 
Or hum bhi 
Pyar ke pal hai hasi me nikal jae ge 
Zindagi ek sapna hai ek jhatke me mit jae
Jee lo jita jeena hai 
Kar lo jo karna hai 
Kaya pata 
Kal Ho Na Ho 
Ek nahi 7 birth ke liye mangu ga 
Har bar ke liye 
Kabhi tum me banj jauga kabhi me tum 
Ye hi circle hai 
Hume nahi pata hum kon hai 

Jo hai acha hai na pata lage to acha hai 
Bus inhi chote chote palo me has lete hai 
Roo lete hai 
Kho lete hai , jee lete hai , or 

Bus pyar me khud ko kho ke kis or ke ho lete hai 
Zindgi ke is safar me pata nahi kitna jada hai 
Jab tak jana hai tumhar hath tham ke Jana hai 
Tumhe apna bana ke Jana hai 
Apna bana ke Jana hai 

This feelings of loneliness in overwhelming yrr Kya karu mein aakhir kyu mein logo ko pasand nhi aata,wanna cry a lot 

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