Part 4
On the other day my best friend ( she is a girl) was leaving and because all of our friends were lazy fucks she didn’t have anyone to help her, of course other than me. And as I was helping her get her stuff in her parents car I remember seeing her buying Chinese with her then best friend … and I would run to her again. I talked with my bff and told her I really needed to go talk to her and she told me to go and so I left without really saying a proper goodbye and well as much as that felt shitty and was shitty , wow just seeing her smile even a little when I came up to her and said “Hey” just ahhh it still makes me tremble with love and excitement.